Have you all watch New Moon? I went to 12.45p.m showing yesterday with mr LO. This is my 3rd time.
New Moon Review:
All was good until Edward was going to the Volturi and the Film MELTED right there on the screen (it was pretty like whoa what just happened). I'm awaited patiently for the ending it was worth it. I loved the Movie I really did I have no complaints. ROB (apparently he robbed my soul) was amazing in it and I'm super excited for Eclipse and Breaking Dawn.
I would write more on the Movie and most likely will but I’ll wait a few days to give those a chance to watch it. Heart gratitude to lo who completely made my day..hahahha..lepas 6 bulan kita jumpa okies
actually this entry is dedicated to Xecca since she's posted exclusively an entry bout me.hehehe..
Xecca is kind of witty, an interesting clan, smart n most of the time she's CRAZY, etc..thats what makes her HER. its part of her charm.
shes totally down to earth and normal and so awkward and has completely her own style and personality and that is what makes her a real person rather than a blonde fake eyelashes, thick make up, dumb whiny metropolitan girls. she's natural and gorgeous. (nak duit raya!!!)
shes been one of my favorite girlfriend.We talked about life, relationship, family problems etc.Hmmm hmm i reckon i am not the best friend that she get. But! at least i help a little bit. help to contribute gossip to her.hahahha...
p/s:oit..datang umah aku kalo x busy..kt g swimming skali..hehehhe..byk bnda nak citer neh
1. the domination of one's thoughts or feelings by a persistent idea, image, desire, etc. 2. the idea, image, desire, feeling, etc., itself. 3. the state of being obsessed. 4. the act of obsessing.
Robsessed by Phantom Writer
Gia is so obsessed with Robert Thomas Pattinson.
The sweet 23-years-old lady admits she’s Rob Pattinson superfan, and has studied him so intensely
And Gia admits her obsession has become so strong, her own boyfriend now refuse to watch the Rob Pattinson films with her.
She explains, “I’ve seen twilight like 50 times now. My boyfy don’t like to watch Twilight with me anymore."
Obsession by Frankie J ft Baby Bash
Well it's early in the morning And my heart is feeling lonely Just thinkin bout you baby Got me twisted in the head And I dont know how to take it But it's driving me so crazy I dont know if it's right I'm tossin turning in my bed It's 5 oclock in the morning And I still can't sleep Thinkin bout your beauty it makes me weak... I'm feeling hopeless in my home I dont know what to do I think I'm in love Baby...
[Chorus] Amor, no es amor (if this aint love) Then what am I feeling (what am I doing wrong) Amor, no es amor (if this aint love) Is this an illusion that I have in my heart?
Now I know you're not my lady But I'm just tryin to make this right I dont know what to do I'm going out of my mind So baby if u let me Kick it witchu well than maybe we could ride together We could do this all nite Now I dont care if u got a man Baby I wish you'd understand Cuz I know he can't love u right, quite like I can It's 5 oclock in the morning And I still can't sleep Thinkin bout your beauty it makes me weak... I'm feeling hopeless at home I dont kno what to do I think I'm in love
[Chorus] Amor, no es amor (if this aint love) Then what am I feeling? (what am I doing wrong) Amor, no es amor (if this aint love) Is this an illusion that I have in my heart?
I love the way u freaky like that I love the way u freaky like that I love the way u freaky like that It's an obsession
[Baby Bash] Hold up let me dream Shorty got me feelin less surene Where my candy, where my cream Got your boy feel less supreme Hold up wait a minute baby you so damn independent Loving everything your representing Got alot of money, I love to spend it And thats whats up and I dont care what people scream You're my blessin when I'm stressin My superfly beauty queen I'm gonna keep it saucy Cuz my ma know how I do We go rendez-vous Mi corazon belongs to you
[Chorus] Amor, no es amor (if this aint love) Then what am I feeling? (what am I doing wrong) what am I do wrong [echo] Amor, no es amor (if this aint love) Is this an illusion that I have in my heart? Amor, no es amor (if this aint love) What am I feeling? (what am I doing wrong?) what am I do so wrong? [echo] Amor, no es amor (if this aint love) Is this an illusion that I have in my heart?
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( korus ) Sepi dunia didalam riuh rendahnya Pedih jiwaku tanggung derita Patah hatiku kesalan tiada terhingga Kau satu dalam berjuta
Kepada Tuhan tempatku taruh harapan Engkau selamanya dalam bahagia Cintamu itu biar kukenanginya Di sudut kamar hatiku...
Sekadar coretan buat kenangan Cerita kita di sini kuabadikan Tinggi harapan semoga diketemukan Di alam impian syurga idaman Tinggi harapan semoga diketemukan Di alam impian syurga idaman
amacam??retro x??lagu ni macam cool juga..ade memori lagu ni sebab mohd shafizul hamid pernah nyanyi lagu neh time ktorg g karaoke..aku rasa macam die saje je nyanyi lagu ni kat aku supaya time da break up..aku yg kena main hati ni ble nyanyi lagu ni balik kat diri sendiri...ok..aku da nyanyi 8 jam tanpa henti lagu neh..sampai x boleh tido..siap nanges yg ditahan2..perit giler babi kot nanges dalam hati..ibarat edward cullen rasa tekak die panas macam kna salai sebab x dapat isap darah bella...
korg ingat x rasa mcm palat ke kena main mcm neh..main hati btol2..fucked up giler babi kot..kadang2 semua2 ni memang mengatasi logika la..nak buat macam mne..hidup kena teroskan jugalah..da r siap janji manis bagai raja gula..mungkin juga die adalah waris raja gula..banyak pokok tebu juga di perlis tu..mungkin2..mungkin juga..xpe2..
mohd shafizul..u berbahagia la dgn si nurazlimawati iskandar tu..tapi..jgn risau ok..ALLAH tu sangat adil..wot goes up..MUST come down...mungkin u sgt bahagia bunga2 cinta kan..ye r..da engage sumer..tapi hidup ni masih panjang..u hanya mampu merancang..macam i jugalah..merancang macam2 bila dgn u..tp end up..u messed up like sooooooooooo damn well syg..u sgt camouflage..u sangat pandai buat org rasa u baik giler babi..bravo!!bravo!!i tertipu 3 minggu..(jadi tipah ali setan sat::tipah tertipu bang..tipah tertipu!!)hahahahhahhaha*evil*
aku ni bukan berdendam..perasaan ni lebih dari dendam..kawan aku cakap aku x ble terima rejection..yeah...sedap cakap je kan...bukan x boleh terima rejection..aku x suka kena main2 mcm neh..aku ni bukan org yg buat 1st move dalam any type of relationship..sape yg approach n aku suka..aku comfortable..ade chemistry..baru aku react..kalo x..xde la aku memendam rasa kat cotton candy tu 6-7 taun..jadi..biler macam ni..perasaan sendiri rasa macam giler babi hurt tatau nak cakap macam mne da..
nasib baik time2 tengah broken hearted ni banyak benda external masuk dalam diri..xde la sakit sangat..tahniah kepada GIA kerana sudah pulih sepenuhnya..**applause**
P/S: lo..ko bina lah badan macam jacob tu..thanx ok kuar ngan aku semalam..kiter jumpa 6 bulan lagi..nanti kiter g kangar sme..belasah budak x cukup inci tu...
I must say that Twilight the Soundtrack is quite the rave for me nowadays. The songs featured inside are all quite catchy and you have nice beats, fast ones, kind of melodramatic tunes and sometimes kind of rock sounding. Including in the rock tunes and other beats would be some tracks that I highly recommend. Try listening to Bella’s Lullaby and also Super Massive Black Hole. Awesome, I tell you.
yours, gia pattinson abdullah
SUPER MASSIVE BLACK HOLE by MUSE
Ooh, baby don't you know I suffer? Oh, baby can you hear me moan? You caught me under false pretenses How long before you let me go?
Ooh, you set my soul alight Ooh, you set my soul alight
Glaciers melting in the dead of night And the superstars sucked into the supermassive (Ooh, you set my soul alight) Glaciers melting in the dead of night And the superstars sucked into the supermassive (Ooh, you set my soul)
I thought I was a fool for no one But ooh, baby I'm a fool for you You're the queen of the superficial And how long before you tell the truth?
Ooh, you set my soul alight Ooh, you set my soul alight
Glaciers melting in the dead of night And the superstars sucked into the supermassive (Ooh, you set my soul alight) Glaciers melting in the dead of night And the superstars sucked into the supermassive (Ooh, you set my soul)
Supermassive black hole Supermassive black hole Supermassive black hole Supermassive black hole
Glaciers melting in the dead of night And the superstars sucked into the supermassive Glaciers melting in the dead of night And the superstars sucked into the supermassive
Glaciers melting in the dead of night And the superstars sucked into the supermassive (Ooh, you set my soul alight) Glaciers melting in the dead of night And the superstars sucked into the supermassive (Ooh, you set my soul)
Supermassive black hole Supermassive black hole Supermassive black hole Supermassive black hole
inilah rupa my daughter kalo kawen ngan rob pattinson..hahahhah
gia hassim + robert pattinson abdullah = reanna pattinson abdullah
mata ikut aku warna mata ikut die kening ikut aku (damnnnnn..aku x ske kening aku dollll) bibir ikut die hidung ikut aku..(xpe..besar nanti ikut daddy pnye ok)
ntah..nanti la aku analyze lagi..pening pale aku tgk mke anak comel sgt...hahahhaktui!!
hi guys..agak ade byk benda nak citer la sebenarnye..lemme make it more structured so that u guys can understand my essay "cincai sempena kepala otak bengong nak mampos" with ease.
1.i attacked 5 y.o kiddo wif my venom aku tatau la nape aku sgt moody semenjak,dua menjak tiga menjak neh..panas hati tuhan je tau..semalam aku gaduh ngan budak kecik 5 taun kot..sebab..mulut budak kecik tu sgt macam cik bedah dari kampung sebelah mne aku tatau..apparently..die keturunan tengku2 fm diz state yg x besar mne pon la...kalo korg tau pasal aku..aku ni pencinta kanak2..part time job aku masa tunggu result SPM n result MATRIX jadi baby sitter kot...aku xde masalah langsung nak jaga budak..yang aku fucked up nye..da la dtg umah aku x salam..SATU..cakap soh aku dok jauh2 sebab aku budak kampung..DUA..yg best nye..bila aku tammo mengalah nak jugak dok situ die cakap aku bodo..TIGA..
TIGA sudah mencukupi..TIGA sudah mencukupi...
ape lagi...aku pon bahasakan la budak tu dengan loghat negeri budak tu..naseb baik la aku pandai bercakap bahasa budak tu paham..kena sekolah tros budak tu..bukankah keturunan diraja sepatutnya lebih beradab dari keturunan kebiasaan..aku bukan x pernah berkawan dengan org2 keturunan mcm neh..PLUS..dorg pnye tengku yg mmg rapat dengan pemegang takhta (samada sepupu..atau adik beradik..)..xde pon nak kerek macam ni...ni baru 5 taun..cuba bayangkan kalo da meningkat ke 15 taun..25 taun...spoil brat giler..
then TODAY..she's nice to me..mintak maaf..macam tu lah bagus..ada adab..
no offence to her family member..walaupon aku ni dari keturunan kebanyakan n aku x marah pon kalo nak cakap aku org kampung..ke nak kata aku busuk (wpon aku pakai perfume carolina hererra 212 sexy)..AKU STILL HORMAT ORG TUA..walaupon mak bapak aku x ajar..sebab aku dari institusi keluarga yg berpecah belah..aku xkan kurang ajar ngan org tua...ok..maybe nampak aku macam childish ke emo terlebey..aku x kesah..cakap la pape korg suka..kalo anak aku..aku masukkan dalam mesin basuh..basuh cukup2..benda2 macam ni sebenarnye datang daripada family juga..xde yang nak tegur anak pnye perangai..x salah nak manjakan anak..tapi..bukan ke sayang anak tangan tangan kan..jgn la ko tangan anak ko sampai lebam nak mati..dalam lembut ade tegas..bagi anak hormat sikit kat parents..aku ni..walaupon bapak aku buat perangai x hengat bagi mak aku suffer..xde la plak aku kurang ajar ngan die..so..LESSON 101: kanak2 perlu diasuh dgn cara yang betul terutama dalam hal2 yg macam ni..nanti org cakap.."mak bapak ko x ajar ke"..mula nak melenting..
2.aku tengah menjalani operasi kurus kering..pada asasnya..ms steph wheelchester yg launch bnda ni..jadi aku pon terpanggil untuk menguruskan badan..1st n foremost..aku cut makan nasi..tambahkan aktiviti senaman...banyak kan minum air...ade banyak lagi la benda aku buat..by 2010..nu chapter..nu figure..nu wardrobe..i hope evrthng gonna b awesome by next year..
3. aku memang tengah gila kat EDWARD CULLEN..sejak dulu die jadi cedric kat harry potter..nak buat macam mne..biar la org nak cakap die selekeh ke ape..will hav new moon date wif my ex-skolmate..YAY!!!ko cancel siap!!!twilight..twilight
aku da tiba2 tatau nak tulis ape...byk sangat distraction macam @$%^&*(..till then..
There's a thousand words that I could say To make you come home Oh, seems so long ago you walked away Left me alone I remember what you said to me You were acting so strange and maybe I was too blind to see That you needed a change
Was it something I said To make you turn away? To make you walk out and leave me cold If I could just find a way To make it so that you were right here But right now..
I've been sitting here Can't get you off my mind I've tried my best to be a man and be strong I've drove myself insane Wishing I could touch your face But the truth remains..
I don't wanna make excuses, baby Won't change the fact that you're gone But if there's something that I could do Won't you please let me know? Time is passing so slowly now Guess that's my life without you and maybe I could change my every day But baby I don't want to
So I'll just hang around and find some things to do To take my mind off missing you and I know in my heart You can't say that you don't love me too Please say you do
Yeeaah....
I've been sitting here Can't get you off my mind I've tried my best to be a man and be strong I Drove myself insane Wishing I could touch your face But the truth remains
Oh what'll I do If I can't be with you Tell me where will I turn to Baby where will I be Now that we are apart Am I still in your heart? Baby why don't you see? That I need you here with me Oohhh...
I've been sitting here Can't get you off my mind I've tried my best to be a man and be strong I've drove myself insane Wishing I could touch your face But the truth remains
Been sitting here Can't get you off my mind I've tried my best to be a man and be strong I drove myself insane Wishing I could touch your face But the truth remains
salam alayk...aku ari ni rasa pelik bin ajaib bin segala magic yg ade la..In times of great stress or adversity, it's always best to keep busy, to plow your anger and your energy into something positive
All through their lives, certain people pursue a flawless image for themselves. Their efforts center around one goal: to be perfect and to look perfect. This is a natural consequence of finding it degrading to make a mistake. The ideal person, they consider, is one who can project an aura of impeccability.
However, this "flawlessness" is an illusionary goal. Neither is it one of the attributes of a believer we find extolled in the Qur'an. We would go so far as to say that such a "believer model" does not exist. For mankind is inherently weak, humble, and helpless before God and can consequently makes mistakes all throughout life.
No doubt, people will always do their best to avoid mistakes and sins, yet, being frail servants of God, they will not succeed in being free of all mistakes. In the Qur'an we are informed that mankind has faults and sins before God:
[If God were to punish men according to what they deserve, He would not leave on the surface of the earth one single living creature: but He gives them respite for a stated term: when their term expires, truly, (they will know that) God has in His sight all His Servants](Fatir 35:45) In accordance with this divine command stated in the Qur'an, the attitude expected of believers is not that of being faultless or sinless. They are only expected to constantly seek forgiveness from God.
This is actually an attribute that makes the distinction between a believer and non-believer. Unbelievers struggle to cover up their faults and sins, yet believers never try to do this.
What is important for them is to feel an inner regret and consequently turn to God and seek His forgiveness.
While reading the Qur'an, we see that the willingness to ask for forgiveness is a natural and unfailing attribute of the believers. On that account, we understand that believers never see themselves as beings purified of all sins and faults. On the contrary, they continually seek refuge in God's mercy. In the following verse, turning to God in repentance is regarded as one of the important attributes of a believer:
[Those who turn to God in repentance; who serve Him, and praise Him; who fast in devotion to the cause of God; who bow down and prostrate themselves in prayer; who enjoin good and forbid evil; who observe the limit set by God, shall be richly rewarded. Proclaim the glad tidings to the believers.](At-Tawbah 9:112)
Forgiveness Vis-Ã -Vis Repentance
Asking for forgiveness of God is a regular aspect of worship for believers. People can ask forgiveness of God all day long for all their sins, whether deliberately or unintentionally committed. Moreover, as well as asking for forgiveness for themselves, they can also do it for other believers, as stated in the Qur'an.
In Arabic, the word for "asking for forgiveness" is istighfar which is "asking for God's attribute of Ghafir, or He who forgives.
Thus, asking for forgiveness of God is like pledging to purify one's self and hence seeking refuge in the mercy and grace of God. In the Qur'an the believers pray saying what means:
["Our Lord! Forgive us our sins, remove from us our iniquities, and take to Yourself our souls in the company of the righteous"](Aal `Imran 3:193)
The judgment of God regarding this is as below:
[I am with you: if you (but) say your prayers regularly, practice regular charity, believe in my messengers, honor and assist them, and loan to God a beautiful loan, indeed I will rid you of your evils, and admit you to gardens with rivers flowing beneath; but if any of you, after this, denies Me, he will truly have wandered from the path of rectitude](Al-Ma'idah 5:12)
As mentioned above, praying for forgiveness of God may be both for sins, committed intentionally or unintentionally, as well as for the sins of other believers. This is the most important distinction between asking for forgiveness and repentance.
Although praying for forgiveness is a regular prayer of the believers, repentance is the steadfast attitude taken towards a particular sin or fault, or the giving of a firm decision not to turn to that sin again.
Repentance is seeking refuge in God for one's sin, promising not to commit that sin again and, to this end asking the guidance and help of God. The exact meaning of repentance is "to turn back". Thus, repentance expresses an absolute commitment not to commit any particular sin again.
The intention behind repentance is not to repeat the same sin. God enjoins the faithful thus:
[O you who believe! Turn to God with sincere repentance, in the hope that your Lord will remove from you your ills and admit you to Gardens beneath which Rivers flow](At-Tahrim 66:8)
However, this is not to say that believers repent for a sin or fault only once. They may repent on one occasion, and then, in a moment of weakness, repeat the same sin. However, the mercy of God never ceases to encompass them. This is why they can still repent to God and seek refuge in Him. God is always ready to show grace and mercy to the believers. This is stated in the Qur'an:
[O my Servants who have transgressed against their souls! Do not despair of the Mercy of God: for God forgives all sins: for He is Oft-Forgiving, Most Merciful." Turn to your Lord (in repentance) and bow to His Will, before the Penalty comes upon you: after that you shall not be helped](Az-Zumar 39:53-54)
Pharaoh's Repentance
Still, there is one kind of repentance God will not accept: the insincere repentance offered when death comes. This is actually the moment people meet the angels of death. Of this the Qur'an says what means:
[God accepts the repentance of those who do evil in ignorance and repent soon afterwards; to them God will turn in mercy: for God is full of knowledge and wisdom. Of no avail is the repentance of those who continue to do evil, until death faces one of them, and he says, "Now I have repented indeed" nor of those who die rejecting Faith: for them We have prepared a most grievous punishment](An-Nisaa' 4:17-18)
In the Qur'an, God gives the striking example of such an act of repentance made at the last moment. Pharaoh, who chased Moses and the believers in order to kill them, ended by expressing his repentance while he drowned in the sea — a miracle wrought by God.
[At length, when overwhelmed with the flood, he said: I believe that there is no god except Him Whom the Children of Israel believe in: I am of those who submit (to God in Islam)](Yunus 10:90)
However, God's response to him was what means:
[Ah now! But a little while before, you were in rebellion! and you perpetrated mischief and violence!](Yunus 10:91)
Since repentance is essential to the eternal salvation of people, they should well be aware of its importance and observe this form of worship to the best of their ability. People may have sinned extensively or have rebelled against one's Creator. Yet, God encompasses His servants with so much mercy that He grants eternal salvation in response to a sincere repentance:
[When those who believe in Our signs, come to you say: "Peace be upon you: Your Lord has decreed for Himself (the rule of) mercy: truly, if any of you committed evil in ignorance, and thereafter repented, and mended his ways, he would find God Oft-forgiving and Most Merciful."](Al-An`am 6:54)
Keep in mind that God even forgives unbelievers and hypocrites who fought against Him and His Messenger, if they turn back to God with sincere and true repentance:
[The Hypocrites shall be cast into the lowest depths of the Fire: no helper will you find for them; But those who repent, mend their ways, hold fast to God, and are sincere in their devotion to Him-they shall be numbered with the believers. And soon God will grant to the believers a reward of immense value](An-Nisaa' 4:145-146)
[Those who conceal the clear signs We have sent down, and the guidance, after We have made it clear for the people in the Book-on them shall be God's curse, and the curse of those entitled to curse, except those who repent and make amends and openly declare the Truth. Toward them I shall relent; for I am the Relenting one and Most Merciful] (Al-Baqarah 2:159-160)
This is a great opportunity God grants to His servants. He commands people never to be overwhelmed by despair due to any sin they have committed and always to turn to Him in hope. However, misinterpretation of this concept and an insincere attitude do not earn people divine approval. Knowing the commandments of God, yet deliberately committing sins, saying "no matter what happens, I will be forgiven" shows completely flawed reasoning.
Such are the people who "reject faith after they accepted it, and then go on adding to their defiance of faith". Only the repentance of those who out of ignorance commit sins is accepted. The repentance of insincere people, who simply take repentance as the freedom to commit sins are, however, rejected. Stress is laid on this in the Qur'an:
[But those who reject faith after they have accepted it, and then go on adding to their defiance of faith, will never have their repentance accepted; for they are those who have of set purpose gone astray](Aal `Imran 3:90) One point needs clarification here: It is quite possible that, being ignorant, being in a state of heedlessness, or indulging in desires, people may very well commit sins. However, if people realize theirs faults and sincerely repent, God may well be forgiving. However, people who commit sins, although knowing the judgments of God, saying, "I will be forgiven no matter what happens," are merely deceivers. That is why their repentance is not acceptable to God.
It is hardly necessary to say that heartfelt regret and sincerity are the keys to divine forgiveness.
The Qur'anic injunction: [Call on your Lord with humility and in private](Al-A`raf 7:55) also applies when showing contrition asking for forgiveness. While repenting for serious errors especially, deep regret and a sincere attitude are essential. As an example of repentance and forgiveness, the Qur'an cites the case of the three Muslims who were left behind, when all others had gone to fight in the cause of God, thereby committing a great sin;
[God turned with favor to the Prophet, the Muhajirs, and the Ansar, who followed him in a time of distress, when the hearts of some of them had nearly swerved from duty; but He turned to them (also): for He is Most Kind, and Most Merciful to them. He turned in mercy also to the three who were left behind; they felt guilty to such a degree that the earth seemed constrained to them, for all its spaciousness, and their very souls seemed straitened to them, and they perceived that there was no fleeing from God and no refuge but in Him. Then He turned to them, so that they might repent: for God is the Forgiving One and Most Merciful.](At-Tawbah 9:117-118)
Asking forgiveness of God and repenting one's sins serve as pure expressions of being a sincere servant to God. Believers should be well aware that they may commit sins, but that they should take refuge in the mercy and grace of God. Simply worrying, or feeling grief for one's former sins is quite pointless. Man should consider the story of the messengers who made some errors, yet continued their struggle after sincerely repenting. Man should trust in the forgiveness of God.
In the Qur'an it is mentioned that praying for forgiveness and expressing repentance are ways to eternal salvation:
[If it were not for God's grace and mercy to you, and that God is Forgiving and full of Wisdom, (you would indeed be ruined).](An-Nur 24:10)
* Reprinted with permission from the author. Slight editorial changes have been made to the article. To see the original, visit www.harunyahya.com. The author, who writes under the pen-name Harun Yahya, was born in Ankara in 1956. He studied arts at Istanbul's Mimar Sinan University and philosophy at Istanbul University. Since the 1980s, the author has published many books on political, faith-related and scientific issues. Some of the books of the author have been translated into English, German, French, Spanish, Italian, Portuguese, Albanian, Arabic, Polish, Russian, Bosnian, Indonesian, Turkish, Tatar, Urdu and Malay.
It’s harder than it looks! Copy to your own note, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag ten people. Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real - nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can’t use your name for the boy/girl name question.
Ada seorang pemuda yang lama sekolah di luar negeri, kembali ke tanah air.
Sesampainya di rumah ia meminta kepada orang tuanya untuk mencari seorang guru agama,kiyai atau sesiapa sahaja yang boleh menjawab 3 pertanyaannya.
Akhirnya orang tua pemuda itu mendapatkan orang tersebut, seorang kiyai.
Pemuda: Anda siapa? Dan apakah bisa menjawab pertanyaan- pertanyaan saya?
Kiyai : Saya hamba Allah dan dengan izin-Nya saya akan menjawab pertanyaan anda.
Pemuda: Anda yakin? Sedangkan Profesor dan ramai orang yang pintar tidak mampu menjawab pertanyaan saya.
Kiyai : Saya akan mencuba sejauh kemampuan saya.
Pemuda: Saya ada 3 pertanyaan:- 1. Kalau memang Tuhan itu ada, tunjukan wujud Tuhan kepada saya
2. Apakah yang dinamakan takdir
3. Kalau syaitan diciptakan dari api kenapa dimasukan ke neraka yang dibuat dari api, tentu tidak menyakitkan buat syaitan. Sebab mereka memiliki unsur yang sama. Apakah Tuhan tidak pernah berfikir sejauh itu?
Tiba-tiba kyai tersebut menampar pipi pemuda tadi dengan keras.
Pemuda (sambil menahan sakit): Kenapa anda marah kepada saya?
Kiyai : Saya tidak marah...Tamparan itu adalah jawaban saya atas
3 pertanyaan yang anda ajukan kepada saya.
Pemuda: Saya sungguh-sungguh tidak mengerti.
Kiyai : Bagaimana rasanya tamparan saya?
Pemuda: Tentu saja saya merasakan sakit.
Kiyai : Jadi anda percaya bahwa sakit itu ada?
Pemuda: Ya!
Kiyai : Tunjukan pada saya wujud sakit itu!
Kiyai : Itulah jawaban pertanyaan pertama...kita semua merasakan kewujudan Tuhan tanpa mampu melihat
Kiyai : Apakah tadi malam anda bermimpi akan ditampar oleh saya?
Pemuda: Tidak.
Kiyai : Apakah pernah terfikir oleh anda akan menerima sebuah tamparan dari saya hari ini?
Pemuda: Tidak.
Kiyai : Itulah yang dinamakan takdir.
Kiyai : Terbuat dari apa tangan yang saya gunakan untuk menampar anda?
Pemuda: Kulit.
Kiyai : Terbuat dari apa pipi anda?
Pemuda: Kulit.
Kiyai : Bagaimana rasanya tamparan saya?
Pemuda: Sakit.
Kiyai : Walaupun syaitan dijadikan dari api dan neraka juga terbuat dari api, jika Tuhan menghendaki maka neraka akan menjadi tempat yang menyakitkan untuk syaitan.
I've learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved. The rest is up to them.
I've learned that no matter how much I care, some people just don't care back
I've learned that it takes years to build up trust, and only seconds to destroy it.
I've learned that it's not what you have in your life, but who you have in your life that counts.
I've learned that you can get by on charm for about 15 minutes. After that, you'd better know something.
I've learned that you shouldn't compare yourself to the best others can do, but to the best you can do.
I've learned that it's not what happens to people that's important. It's what they do about it.
I've learned that no matter how thin you slice it, there are always two sides.
I've learned that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be.
I've learned that it's a lot easier to react than it is to think.
I've learned that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them.
I've learned that you can keep going long after you think you can't.
I've learned that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel.
I've learned that either you control your attitude or it controls you.
I've learned that regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades and there had better be something else to take its place. (Amen to that!)
I've learned that heroes are the people who do what has to be done when it needs to be done, regardless of the consequences.
I've learned that learning to forgive takes practice.
I've learned that there are people who love you dearly, but just don't know how to show it.
I've learned that money is a lousy way of keeping score.
I've learned that my best friend and I can do anything or nothing and have the best time.
I've learned that sometimes the people you expect to kick you when you're down will be the ones to help you get back up.
I've learned that I'm getting more and more like my grandma, and I'm kinda happy about it.
I've learned that sometimes when I'm angry I have the right to be angry, but that doesn't give me the right to be cruel.
I've learned that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love.
I've learned that just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.
I've learned that maturity has more to do with what types of experiences you've had and what you've learned from them and less to do with how many birthdays you've celebrated.
I've learned that you should never tell a child her dreams are unlikely or outlandish. Few things are more humiliating, and what a tragedy it would be if she believed it
I've learned that your family won't always be there for you. It may seem funny, but people you aren't related to can take care of you and love you and teach you to trust people again. Families aren't biological.
I've learned that no matter how good a friend someone is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that.
I've learned that it isn't always enough to be forgiven by others. Sometimes you have to learn to forgive yourself.
I've learned that no matter how bad your heart is broken the world doesn't stop for your grief.
I've learned that our background and circumstances may have influenced who we are, but we are responsible for who we become.
I've learned that sometimes when my friends fight, I'm forced to choose sides even when I don't want to.
I've learned that just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other. And just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do.
I've learned that sometimes you have to put the individual ahead of their actions.
I've learned that we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change.
I've learned that if you don't want to forget something, stick it in your underwear drawer.
I've learned that you shouldn't be so eager to find out a secret. It could change your life forever.
I've learned that the clothes I like best are the ones with the most holes in them.
I've learned that two people can look at the exact same thing and see something totally different.
I've learned that no matter how you try to protect your children, they will eventually get hurt and you will hurt in the process.
I've learned that there are many ways of falling and staying in love.
I've learned that no matter the consequences, those who are honest with themselves, get farther in life.
I've learned that many things can be powered by the mind, the trick is self-control.
I've learned that no matter how many friends you have, if you are their pillar, you will feel lonely and lost at the times you need them most.
I've learned that your life can be changed in a matter of hours by people who don't even know you.
I've learned that even when you think you have no more to give, when a friend cries out to you, you will find the strength to help.
I've learned that writing, as well as talking, can ease emotional pains.
I've learned that the paradigm we live in is not all that is offered to us.
I've learned that credentials on the wall do not make you a decent human being.
I've learned that the people you care most about in life are taken from you too soon.
I've learned that although the word "love" can have many different meaning, it loses value when overly used.
I've learned that it's hard to determine where to draw the line between being nice and not hurting people's feelings and standing up for what you believe.
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salam alayk.. hi semua..seperti yang semua sedia maklum..saya sudah kembali seperti biasa..putus cinta..berkabung 1 minggu sudah cukup kot..credits to my BFF's for give me strength..thoughts..and inspiration.T_____________T
MY 2 CENTS: It can be frustrating to realize that the person with whom you spent all those romantic times and poured your love on him does not even want to listen to you. That's extremely tough..And the worst part is the thought of "He's just playing with me because he may be using me to test the waters of "what if"..."
I've been thinking about this long and hard and I've come to the conclusion that we should go our separate ways. he made it clear I wasn’t for him and I was happy to hold on to him as a friend. da org xnak..nak buat mcm mne kan..i'm not up to his expectation..Well,what he did really hurt me.It is even harder when I don't know what went wrong. it was an emotional hell I never want to repeat. NEVER.
MY MISSION:
Be happy on my own terms, then i'll tell him his schizophrenic decision making is unpredictable and not condusive to my happiness!
All in all,everyone needs to be loved back at some point and he's just not meant for me..alhamdulillah..my brain's still working accordingly..no head wired..
Please forgive me for the sins I committed in the past and those I will commit in the future.
Ya Allah, I ask You to strengthen my iman and those around me I ask You to soften my heart And to soften the hearts of the believers Ya Allah Forgive me for my shortcomings, for only You are perfect Please forgive me if I ever got too wrapped in a matter That I didn’t have time to utter Your name
Ya Allah Please forgive me for all the solat I missed Because of ignorance or laziness Please forgive me for all the fasts I didn’t make up
Ya Allah I ask that You help me for I am weak And will only grow stronger by Your strength So Allah please strengthen me To fight Syaitan and his whispers And if I ever fell into his trap And followed my desire Then sincerely forgive me For that displays not only my weakness But Your greatness as well
Resentment ends when we learn to forgive other people for what they have done to us in the past, when we forgive life itself for all our sorrows, and when finally we learn to forgive ourselves. The religious person seeks forgiveness from god. This is not enough to solve our problems. God does not remove personal responsibility from us. Many of my problems have been created by myself ; therefore I have to learn to forgive myself. As an existentialist, I am my own devil, judge, and jury ; hence it is only fair that I should be the one to forgive myself.
Forgiveness of other people who have hurt us is not a sign of magnanimity; forgiveness of others simply prevents their negative impact on us from continuing to influence our lives.
Bitterness ends when I learn to accept life itself, when I learn to accept my present state of evolution even though it is far short of my ideals. Acceptance means that I can be glad for my memories, whatever they are like, whether they are happy ones or tearful ones. I accept that my present personality could only be formed under the impact of sorrow. I do not need to justify sorrow or to reject it ; it is just a feature of life, nothing more. A full acceptance has its base in narcissism, in the love of life.
xecca---->KAKA
