kenapa perlu sambung BELAJAR

::gambar adalah dicurik from FB izzah..thanx::

dulu kecik2 cikgu slalu tanya..."sayyidah,ape cita2 awak".."saya nak jadi lawyer cikgu"..tapi from standard 1 sampai la abes SPM...ade lebey 12-13 cita2 la...termasuk nak jadi penyanyi..model??...ustazah...sumer ade...tapi ade 1 benda je yang konsisten...cita2 aku nak jadi kaya..sounds mata duitan kan??memang la..ko ingat kalo x mata duitan boleh hidup..nak bayar minyak pakai ape?daun bunga taik ayam sekeliling rumah ke?x kan nak beli mc d pakai bulu??pergi ke kaunter PTPTN lalu bawak se-plastik bulu..encik..sy nak bayar PTPTN ni...boleh ke macam tu??x kan..

Antara cita2 aku ialah nak ade pangkat DR tapi nak dok kat umah..buat bisnes from house sambil jaga anak2 n tgk telenovela + drama2 melayu...jangan tanya soalan seperti..x rasa membazir ke??ape ke??aku x suka kerja ngan org...aku nak ade bisnes sendiri...tu je..degree dah ade..tinggal 2 steps je lagi..MBA n PhD..Bajet2 dalam masa 4 taun da ade pangkat Dr..

AYAT DALAM HATI

kita further study bukan sekadar naik gaji dan nak naikkan taraf hidup, tapi juga untuk dpt pengalaman baru, semakin banyak belajar semakin banyak tak tahu, ilmu Allah tu luas, bila kita pergi negara org, kita akan lihat macam2 benda di tempat org lalu membuat kan kita bersyukur...hanya ilmu yg bermanfaat dpt mengubah nasib hidup, tak kiralah ilmu dlm bidang ape sekalipun :)

nak sambung belajar kena ade minat, peluang, pengorbanan, usaha, kewangan dgn tujuan menambahkan rezeki...banyak benda kena sacrifice...duit + masa..bila 2 faktor ni diambil kira...

maka satu soalan muncul..tinggggggggg...

PERLU KE SAMBUNG BELAJAR??

tolong jawab sat...

yang benar,
wanita kompius

wedding emy

hmm...aku mmg punya excited nak g wedding emy..sbb emy 1 of my closest fren masa kat samura dulu..mmg excited la..siap bli baju nak bli..too bad x mengikut tema sebab terlepas baca notes emy "pakai royal blue..but not compulsory"...hahhahahaha...rules breaker sgt kan...lolz...aku ngan zalikha pakai kebaya hitam..vogue ala mak2 datin gitu...sampai2 da tengahari buta...pastu sesat2 plak kat wisma sejarah tu..setiap pergerakan ade je ciri2 mereng yang dilakukan..lg pergi saaaammmmmmpaaiii balik.. mereng je kejenye..hmmm...sampai2 tros kecoh sbb jumpa shayna,ketua rombongan..hahhaha..sampai kat majlis emy agak lewat sebenarnye..juz dtg amik2 gambar..camwhore sana sini macam model pencen!!

lepas pengantin beredar untuk photoshoot, semua bersetuju nak g karox kat wangsa walk..masing2 telah menunjukkan bakat terpendam...aku da rasa samura berjaya melahirkan pelajar2 berbakat & berilmu...perggggggghhhh..aku camwhore x hengat...tapi semua guna camera org..muahahhaha...**kawan2...sila upload segera ok**..hmm..lepas berkonsert..g lepak NZ..aku ni punyalah taktau..rupa2 nya wangsa walk tu sebelah NZ je...gila kentang la..sumpah aku tatau kewujudan wangsa walk..macam xde publisiti je..mcm biasa...biler jumpa budak skolah..flashback..flashback...flashback...dannnn... flashback..gelak bagaikan ape...unlucky to a few of us yang kerja d next day...so..x lama tu tros masing2 balik..

To Emy:

Hoping the best for you two today and forever; happy married life!!xoxo


My kebaya is brought to me by FRENNY

from my notes on 20th August 2007

i'd a big war wif bird..but everything is back to normal..luv her heart n soul..today..my inbox FULL..so..need to copy all the messages from Mr X (my love one)
::kantoi suka simpan msg yg manis2::

1)Yang confirm u x stupid..u r very special girl n u r brilliant (see..cakap je manis..last2 tinggalkan aku sekor2 gak)

2)Sometimes kita mengalah doesn't mean kita kalah..we surrender or forgive,sumtimes win us more (good one)

3)Better jangan marah lagi.Nanti nyesal.I mengamuk dulu pun kat kawan baik juga. Dapatkan sikit ruang.Mungkin ada sthg tersembunyi

4)I pnh nyesal pasal ngamuk ni.Fikiran masa tu x waras. Macam2 leh jd kalo wat action. Lebih baik tenangkan diri. Cari resolusi.Solvekan isu.

5)Ok sayang.Ponteng kelas lagi ea???(kantoi2) Jangan nakal2 tau.I sayang u (BULLSHIT!!)

6)Chic,things getting better afta diz.Hopefully bird doesn't fly away.Coz u need her n jet also need her.Mb she can reconsider her decisions.

7)Hi sayang. Jaga kesihatan.Stop smoking and do +ve.Success for feskem syg

8)Well..yes..it's a circles of life to upbringing human kind

9)U'll alwez in my heart no matter how our r/ships going on

10)U r great..nice girl..sweet n good heart

11)Alahai..buat ape nak pening kepala..make life easy...so easy...what u think is what u get..k syg?

12)Make a move?y?Dun make a move that u'll remember and regret.Its a waste and pain.

Sayang..ur future is my future..will always be with you..SUCCESS in life..in career..in love..

Merafak Takziah

"Merafak Takziah Ke Atas DYMM Seri Paduka Baginda Alutawakkil Alallah, Sultan Iskandar Ibni Al-Marhum Sultan Ismail,Sultan Johor yang telah Mangkat pada jam 7:08 petang Jan22. Semoga Almarhum DYMM ditempatkan bersama golongan yang Beriman... Al-fatihah..."

my haiku-18th August 2007

*entry copied from my 2007 diary..terjumpa balik sebab aku kemas bilik nak pindah blok sebelah...dulu2 x pandai berblog2 ni..tulis atas kertas je..buat scrapbook*

Really mish my family

Miss my PEACE of Mind

It's true that we dunno wot we've got until we lose it. But it's also true that we dunni wot we've been missing until it arrives..

Its a gloomy day...the sky was dark when we r on our way to UiTM..Afta not so quick bfast,we watched typical korean romantic movies..It's raining and it's sad because i still lost myself..Peeps told me..u'll think bout sum1 more when it's raining..and so am i..as i lay on my comfy bed..i couldn't help myself thinking of him..he'll be here soon...miss him soo much...urrggggghhhh~~

Who's This

Sapekah reader saya from north carolina ni??robert pattinson ke??PM me ok..i wanna know who are my silent reader..

Gia The Bridechilla

Since aku memang gatal sangat nak kawen n obsessed wif wedding thingy..i've created a wedding/engagement blog for my future reference..lepas ni..cerita2 jiwang aku ngan cotton candy semua kat sana..muahahhahaha..walaupon kawen blom tentu lagi ngan sape..aku mmg suka n OBSESSED kat benda2 yg berkaitan dgn kawen ni..
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tadaaaaaaaaaa

http://giathebridechilla.blogspot.com/

URGENT!

A housemate needed in D’Rimba Kota Damansara (Move in Date: 1 Feb 2010)

Small (250) available for rent start from February 2010.

Very cozy, cool, peaceful, 24-hrs secured, low-density, and well-maintained area.

Near to Giant Kota Damansara, Dataran Sunway, Ikea, Ikano, The Curve, soon-to-be-opened The Strand, Sunway Giza, Kota Dsara Mosque and easy access to NKVE, Penchala Link & Duke Highways.

Near to 24hours McDonalds, KFC & Pizza Hut.

Cooking is ALLOWED

Please call ONLY if you are FUN, mature, happy, laid back, looking for a house with no hassle, no nosy housemates and respect your own space.

Only for working MALAY ladies.

*Privacy assured and MYOB guaranteed*
2+1 Deposit is applicable

Chic: 0123670178
Call or sms me anytime, email will only be entertained during office hours.

psycho!

aku cakap je aku dah lupa..tp x..once aku da syg..ko buat aku mcm ni kan..hati mcm palat je da rasa..aku rasa nak sepak2 ko bongok..aku rasa macam nak kelar2 ko..lepas tu perah limau kat luka tu n tabur garam..biar menggelupur..ko mcm sedap2 buat aku mcm ape ntah..ko ingat aku ape??ko ingat aku hepi ke??aku ni da rasa mcm pantekk je..ko tau ke??ko buat aku mcm ni ko ingat aku suka??aku sgt hurt B.A.B.I

Quick Updates

Today 15 Jan 2010..

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in my office atm..then ask bobo to come..nak bli stok asap n cekodok pisang kegemaran ramai, then bobo nak hantar my car for service n car wash
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alia (my ex-coursemate) ask me to go out for lunch at vicchuda damansara uptown..(i dunno dat she already tempah cupcakes kat wondermilk)..then..my car was with bobo that time..ape lagi..bobo naik meradang..i call alia untuk cancel kan..then br tau die da tempah cupcakes..hmm..x boleh cancel ngan alia..terpaksalah berhadapan dgn raksasa malaya ni..berdrama melayu kejap (gaduh2 wif 'JANGAN CALL SAYA LEPAS NI!!)..bengkekk je hati aku ni..tapi hati berbunga2 sebab alia will celeb my bday..hahhahaha...we had our lunch dgn makanan yg agak banyak untuk 3 org yg petite (aku pon nak ngaku petite)..ikan besar masak 3 rasa putih(aku tatau jenis ikan kecuali ikan keli n ikan pari..miahahhaha), tomyam putih, telur bistik n ...

C.U.P.C.A.K.E.S


(credit to wondermilk website)

butter+choc chips cupcakes sgt comel wif traffic-accident theme..die eksiden di pangkuan alia..muahahaha...alia x sanggup nak makan kek tu sbb da x cantek...tapi akhirnya makan jugak..

wotever accident we've faced..we r very happy wif all the stories shared after loooooooooooonggg time we didnt meet each other..btw..congratulation alia!!hehhehe

THANX for the treats!

Why did you leave me

Heartbreaker

•

over the horizon
I come upon a man
standing by the road
looking blank
and sad

heavy box
held in his arms
clutched close to his breast

he stares
expressionless
looks into my eyes

his gaze stops me still
fixes me in place

his face is tired
and drawn
etched in withered worry

when at last I move
I draw near
as I do

close enough to see
this sullen man
is me

he offers out his hands
that open on the box

he beckons me retrieve
this container he protects

filled with apprehension
I reach
and grasp the case

lift it cautious from his grip

lay it gently at my feet

it opens
as I do

slowly

to reveal
haunting
strange contents

seven broken hearts

mute with wonder
I behold

confused
yet riveted

I ponder
as I do

then inquire of the meaning

these are yours
I am told

created by your deeds

left cruelly behind
as you ventured on

once
they each belonged
to one who trusted you

each trust you did betray
without a second thought

each love you tossed aside

abandoned carelessly

now the burden of this box
is mine beyond the grave

it was on a road like this
that it was passed to me

I have carried it too long

I am weary from the load

now you must bend and lift
and clutch it to your breast
to struggle with its weight

until you pass it on

someday
a man will come
over that horizon

he will stop
and stare
transfixed by your presence

you will charge him with this chest

then he will lift
and carry
as I do

in a cycle of forever

for he too
will be you

…

rob kistner © 2007

SOLEDAD
If only you could see the tears in the world you left behind
If only you could heal my heart just one more time
Even when I close my eyes
There's an image of your face
And once again I come to realise
You're a loss I can't replace

Soledad
It's a keeping for the lonely
Since the day that you were gone
Why did you leave me
Soledad
In my heart you were the only
And your memory lives on
Why did you leave me
Soledad

Walking down the streets of Nothingville
Where our love was young and free
Can't believe just what an empty place
It has come to be
I would give my life away
If it could only be the same
Cause I can't still the voice inside of me
That is calling out your name

Soledad
It's a keeping for the lonely
Since the day that you were gone
Why did you leave me
Soledad
In my heart you were the only
And your memory lives on
Why did you leave me
Soledad

Time will never change the things you told me
After all we're meant to be love will bring us back to you and me
If only you could see

Soledad
It's a keeping for the lonely
Since the day that you were gone
Why did you leave me
Soledad
In my heart you were the only
And your memory live on
Why did you leave me
Soledad

I never know what the future brings

Movie Time = Jiwang Karat Time

"Dear Holly, I don't have much time. I don't mean literally, I mean you're out buying ice cream and you'll be home soon. But I have a feeling this is the last letter, because there is only one thing left to tell you. It isn't to go down memory lane or make you buy a lamp, you can take care of yourself without any help from me. It's to tell you how much you move me, how you changed me. You made me a man, by loving me Holly. And for that, I am eternally grateful... literally. If you can promise me anything, promise me that whenever you're sad, or unsure, or you lose complete faith, that you'll try to see yourself through my eyes. Thank you for the honor of being my wife. I'm a man with no regrets. How lucky am I. You made my life, Holly. But I'm just one chapter in yours. There'll be more. I promise. So here it comes, the big one. Don't be afraid to fall in love again. Watch out for that signal, when life as you know it ends. P.S. I will always love you"

from P/S I love you movie..nanges sob2

To: Him
From: Her




If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call?
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all?

I never know what the future brings
But I know you're here with me now
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you're not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don't know why you're so far away
But I know that this **much** is true
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I'm praying you're the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

'Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
'Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side

I don’t wanna run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

randomness

♥♥ what were you doing 5 years ago?
5 years back...2004-2005
1) I was in my first year at Math Skool... kat UiTM Kelantan..telah nanges 12 jam straight sbb x pernah tau keadaan kat Kelantan mcm mne..i x pernah g..but..i found kelantan is a place i should call HOME..
2) before sambung degree..jadi baby sitter kat nursery arwah mak ngah..huhuhu
3) tahun terakhir menjadi single..maknanya..1st time ade bf time 2005..huhuhu
4) lone ranger kat kelantan..g kuliah sorg2..buat hal sendiri je
5) aktif ngan aktiviti pelajar..aku ni skema batak ok...



♥♥ what were the 5 things on your to do list today
1) Habiskan buat database
2) Tgk movie kat cineleisure
3) Window shopping
4) Basuh Baju
5) Tido

♥♥ what are 5 snacks that you enjoy?
makanan kegemaran adalah yg berciri HEAVY meals..Happy meals ke x men la..menganggap snacks buat taik gigi je..x ble buat kenyang pon..miahahahahhaha


♥♥ what are 5 things that you do if you were a billionaire?
banyak benda la..soklan ni pon...
1) Lamborghini murcielago in flat black wif plat no J14


2) 1 beach bungalow at greece, condoMAniam at NZ, London, New York, Miami

3) Nak buat TV show, seafood restaurant, bar, a resort

4) Lavish wedding and honeymoon

5) Holidays wif my own private jet


♥♥ what are 5 jobs you've had?
Ni da macam nk isi resume!!
1) Salesgirl
2) Babysitter
3) Waitress
4) Research Assistant
5) Group Marketing & BD Exec

selamat hari raya semua

"BANGUN2..DA RAYA!!!"

melampau la hari jadi dianggap hari raya..ingat christmas ke??..muahahhahaa...di kesempatan ini saya ingin mengucapkan HAPPY BIRTHDAY CIK LIN yang jatuh 2 hari sebelum bday saya..i love the way u are..selamat 23 tahun...

sempena hari jadi beta yang ke 23 pada 16 januari 2010 ini.beta isytiharkan...CUTI

melampau lagi sekali..nak kna basuh budak ni...

besday saya yang ke 23 sabtu ni..tapi rasa mcm semalam baru dilahirkan..#%&*%*$*$..di kesempatan ini...saya ingin memohon ampun dan maaf jika saya ada terkasar bahasa,tersalah langkah yg telah mengguris hati anda...mohon maaf zahir batin..ikhlas dari hati..

kepada para ex-boyfriend2 yang pernah dikasihi..maaf sebab memaki2 kamu semua secara berleluasa dalam tempoh yang panjang..lepas ni da x maki da kot..KOT la..saya x berani nak janji...sebab..kalau dtg angin-gila-sakit-hati..pesta makian akan terjadi secara automatik..

Kepada my sayangness (friends & family)...i love u to death..uols r my strengths and weaknesses..thanx for accepting me for who i am..

“Well, birthdays are merely symbolic of how another year has gone by and how little we've grown. No matter how desperate we are that someday a better self will emerge, with each flicker of the candles on the cake, we know it's not
to be, that for the rest of our sad, wretched pathetic lives, this is who we areto the bitter end. Inevitably, irrevocably; happy birthday? No such thing.”----love diz quotes-----



Capricorn Horoscope (googlism..hahhahaha)
For The Week Starting January 4, 2010
- Someone has put you into a cheerful and upbeat mood. The reaction you get from people around you may come as a bit of a surprise. Extra money should be in your pocket this week and a new friend enters your life. Unexpected company could arrive this week for a very short stay. You may want to experiment with a new and attractive look. Go for it!

story-mory-from-mary

Bila emosi mengatasi logika...apakah yg akan berlaku??



da 2-3 hari termimpi si bastard tu...since banyak kes pembunuhan yang berlaku akhir2 ni..saya sedikit ter fobia secara semulajadi...ada 1 kes tu..sy masih x ble terima lagi btol ke die yg bunuh..kalo ye..y??ntah..mungkin saya pernah berkawan dgn die..n he's nice...saya mimpi saya BUNUH bastard..jauh di sudut hati saya..sy doakan die panjang umur n bab yg die buat taik kat saya tu biar Dia yg balas...kalo sy yg balas..setakat ape je la sangat...

btw...on 1st january...abg bobo telah pulang ke rahmatullah..bobo dapat call drpd 1 of his family member bgtau abg die nazak...so...we celebrate our new year driving all the way fm damansara to kota bharu kelantan..nampak bunga api cantek2 pon dlm kete je..nak cakap byk pon takut..(bobo sgt garang ok)..tp takut sekejap je la...hahahaha..lepas tu saya bercakap tanpa henti melainkan sy tdo..beli big mac kat genting sempah n stop jap driving sbb ade polis..KAMI TIADA LESEN MEMANDU..agak2 da yakin polis xde...ktorg continue drive..drie...drive..drive..saammmmpai KB...masa da nk dekat sampai bobo dapat call lagi...abg die da xde...sayu jugak la hati tgk bobo dah sobbing..selepas siap pengkebumian..saya tros g pasar siti khadijah bli ayam, sayur n sumer2 la untuk makan malam family n tahlil..sempat la berkenalan ngan anak buah bobo,(ooppss..da lupa nme budak tu)..she's a nice girl..

balik dr pasar sy tros..ajak bobo ke KB Mall jap sbb nak bli baju kurung/jubah...saya bwk 1 je bj kurung..bukan ape..byk sgt baju yg x sesuai untuk funeral..macam datin2..liplapliplap..xde la bershopping sakan pon..pilih-bli-blah..balik umah tros basuh ayam dgn Suri(anak buah bobo juga)..kak yah datang masak..n sy mandi2 n pakai baju baru..sgt cantik jubah tu..lepas tahlil keluarga bobo buat meeting..so..we..the biras2..dok borak2 kat tepi..disebabkan saya paling muda..saya pon dengar n gelak2 dgr dorg borak..boleh tahan kelakar gak biras2 ni..muahahahaha..we..bobo n me balik the next day..lepas maghrib...sempat jumpa Sukom (my ex-samurian)..we r using KB-Kuala Terengganu-Kuantan-KL Route otw back..singgah Kuala Ibai..jumpa kak wani n having our dinner..tros drive non-stop to KL..bobo je la yg drive..saya tdo je..sedar2 da sampai karak..hhahahahhaahahah...

on Sunday,3rd January..i ade date ngan frenny,my new friend..die tolong i bli kan kebaya yang sgt cantek..i jumpa die pon kejap je sbb tgk die da letih sgt...i ngan bobo jalan2 kat sunway pyramid then amik bobo's niece,asha kat sunway college's hostel..g lepak makan abc..

lagi 4 hari besday diri sendiri..saya rasa besday sy akan plain je mcm tahun2 lepas..2006 bday-break up,2007 bday-gaduh, 2008 bday-final year,intern,waitress, 2009-havana,workloads,2010 is still unknown..

liquid dreams: cotton candy

All Or Nothing



I know when he's been on your mind (sgt slalu..tgk gambar pon ble senyum sekor2)
That distant look is in your eye
I thought with time you'd realize (yeah..ko sgt lembap...)
It's over over
It's not the way I choose to live
(yeah...kadang2 terpaksa la terima ape yg ade depan mata..)
And something somewhere's got to give
As sharing this relationship gets older older
You know I'd fight for you
But how I can fight someone who isn't even there (huhhuuhu...sob..sob...sob)
I've had the rest of you now I want the best of you (half of u..yeah...i want more)
I dont care if that's not fair

Chorus:
Cause I want it all
Or nothing at all
There's no where left to fall
When you reach the bottom it's now or never
Is it all
Or are we just friends (i don't want this..but i think..we'll b friends..not more than that..coz i dun even see any sign or i didnt realize that u already gimme sign..)
Is this how it ends
With a simple telephone call (this one sgt bastard la kan)
You leave me here with nothing at all

There are times it seems to me
I'm sharing you with memories (LOTS!!)
I feel it in my heart
But I dont show it show it (malu la kalo bg tunjuk..giler!)
And then there's times you look at me
As though I'm all that you can see
Those times I don't believe it's right
I know it know it

Don't me make me promises
Baby you never did know how to keep them well
I've had the rest of you
Now I want the best of you
It's time for show and tell

Chorus

Cause you and I
Could lose it all if you've got no more room
No room inside for me in your life
Cause I want it all
Or nothing at all
There's no where left to fall
It's now or never

SIJIL KEMATIAN

Nama/Name : Gia Hassim
Umur/Age : 22 Years 11 Months and 20 Days.
Jantina/Sex : Yes Please.
Punca Kematian: Boredom.
Cause of death: (Lihat atas)


Laporan Bedah Siasat/
Autopsy Report:


Pesakit telah mengalami kebosanan yang teruk akibat terlampau banyak sangat kerja di office. Beliau mendakwa mahu membeli masa di 7-11 tetapi tidak ada. Beliau kemudianya telah bekerja secara bermati-matian selama 7 hari. Lalu mati.


Laporan Disediakan Oleh:
Dr.Pakar.

Gia Persona

I'm Grumpy
I'm Teary
I'm Angry
I'm Soft
I'm Kind
I'm Nice
I'm Naughty
I'm Robsessed (eyh!!tiba2)

I'm quite self-aware.To prove a point, I asked a handful of my "important people" to describe me. Turns out, they all know different ME..hahahah..i'm not hypocrite guys..juz that sometimes...some place..i have to be another ME to adapt wif the surrounding..to make myself n others comfortable...got it??

My mum described me as strong and ambitious
My mates see me as a LOUD party animal
My boss sees sum1 focused and creative
My partner sees sum1 spontaneous & sexy
My dad says I'm intelligent and confident
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See??No wonder i'm so conflicted...hahhaha

I know i hav 4 seasons of personalities when I'm wif my man: HOT (sgt vain kan!),cold, thawing & freezing up. But when it comes to rship wif bosses, collegues, family & friends, there are zillions of different supporting roles in my head. All i hav to do, I have to play several different identities to get ahead. Ms Professional wif bosses, Ms Caring wif family, Ms Funny wif friends and Mama Oprah wif my self. Imagine if i were juz 1 character all the time...I'd b a very boring Spice Girls Band!!