Monday, July 25, 2011

My brain is SICK & TIRED

I'm sick and tired of always being sick and tired..I'm sick and tired and I'm ready to roll..Before I die I'm taking over control..hold on GIRL!




I NEED A DOCTOR
I'm about to lose my mind
You've been gone for so long
I'm running out of time
I need a doctor
Call me a doctor
I need a doctor, doctor
To bring me back to life

[Verse]Eminem
I told the World one day I would pay it back
Say it on tape, and lay, record it
So that one day I could play it back
But I don't even know if I believe it when I'm saying that
Doubt start to creep in, everyday it's so grey and black
Hope I just need a ray of that
Cause no one sees my vision when I play it for em
They just say it's wack
They don't know what dope is
And I don't know if I was awake or asleep
When I wrote this
All I know is you come to when I was at my lowest
You picked me up, breathing life in me
I owe my life to you
But for the life of me, I don't see why you don't see like I do
But it just dawned on me you lost a son
See this light in you, it's dark
Let me turn on the lights and brighten me and enlighten you
I don't think you realize what you mean to
Not the slighest clue
Cause me and you were like a crew
I was like your sidekick
You gon either wanna fight me when I get off this fucking mic
Or you gon hug me
But I'm not an option, there's nothing else I can do cause...

[CHORUS] Skylar Grey
I'm about to lose my mind
You've been gone for so long
I'm running out of time
I need a doctor
Call me a doctor
I need a doctor, doctor,
To bring me back to life

[VERSE] Eminem
It hurts when I see you struggle
You come to me with ideas
You say there pieces so I'm puzzled
Cause the shit I hear is crazy
But your either getting lazy or you don't believe in you no more
Seems like your own opinions not one you can form
Can't make a decision you keep questioning yourself
Second guessing and it's almost like you're begging for my help
Like I'm your leader
You're supposed to be my fucking mentor
I can endure no more,
I demand you remember who you are
It was YOU, who believed in me
When everyone was telling you don't sign me
Everyone at the fucking label, let's tell the truth
You risked your career for me
I know it as well as you
Nobody wanted to fuck with a white boy
That's why I'm crying in this booth
You saved my life now maybe it's my time to save yours
But I can never repary you what you did for me is way more
But I ain't giving up faith
And you ain't giving up on me
Get up Dre, I'm dying, I need you, come back for fucks sake

[CHORUS] Skylar Grey
I'm about to lose my mind
You've been gone for so long
I'm running out of time
I need a doctor
Call me a doctor
I need a doctor, doctor
To bring me back to life
Bring me back to life
Bring me back to life

(I need a doctor doctor
To bring me back to life)

[VERSE] Dr. Dre
It literally feels like a lifetime ago
But I still remember this shit like it was yesterday though
You walked in, yellow jump suit
Whole room, cracked jokes
One you got inside the booth, told you, like smoke
Went through friends, some of them I put on
But they just left, they said they riding to the death
But where the fuck are they now
Now that I need them I don't see none of them
All I see is Slim
Fuck all you fair-weather friends
All I need is him
Fucking backstabbers
When the chips were down you just laughed at us
Now you bout to feel the wrath of aftermath, faggots
You gon see us in our lab jackets and ask us where the fuck we been?
You can kiss my indecisive ass crack maggots and the crackers ass
Little crack a jack beat making wack math
Backwards producers, I'm back bastards
One more CD and then I'm packing up my bags and as I'm leaving again
I'll guarantee they scream Dre don't leave us like that man cause...

[CHORUS]
I'm about to lose my mind
You've been gone for so long
I'm running out of time
I need a doctor
Call me a doctor
I need a doctor, doctor
To bring me back to life
Bring me back to life
Bring me back to life

Monday, July 18, 2011

Rashes

since semalam rashes dok gatal2 kat 1 badan aku...selain aku rasa gatal di badan, aku rasa hati aku pon panas. Panas hati betul bila x boleh tdo.doktor kata aku ada demam sket lalu dia bermurah hati nak bg MC..mana mungkin nak amik MC tersebut..pergi jumpa doktor pkol 12 tgh hari...x berbaloi la MC tersebut bukan..lagipun membazir amalan syaitan...xmaula aku nak bazirkan MC tu..meneruskan kerja seharian dengan badan yg gatal bukan lah sesuatu benda yg mudah..susah ok rasa nak siram2 air panas.boleh x???ubat yg doktor tu bagi agak bagus la sebenarnya...boleh la bertahan sampai pkol 6.kalau x mesti ada yg dah jadi mangsa amukan.Walaupun bunga2 mengamuk dia macam dah nak ada.dun worry...ia berjaya disejukkan dgn sabar + makanan.

Till then~

Si Gatal

Sunday, July 17, 2011

i'm dangerously in LOVE



Here's my collection of the most nauseatingly romantic and sweet quotes ever created in a song or movie or show. Yes I know, I'm a loser, but I don't care because these quotes are amazing. Grab a tissue and read on.

"I know in the past I've caused you pain and I'm sorry. And I'll always be sorry until the day I die. And I hate this pen I'm holding because I should be holding you. I hate this paper under my hand because it isn't you. I even hate this letter because it's not the whole truth. Because the whole truth is so much more than a letter can even say. If you want to hate me, go ahead. If you want to burn this letter, do it. You could burn the whole world down; you could tell me to go to hell. I'd go, if you wanted me to. And I'd send you a letter from there." - My So-Called Life

"Do you ever put your arms out and just spin and spin and spin? Well that's what love is like. Everything inside of you tells you to stop before you fall, but you just keep on going." - Practical Magic

"There must be something between us, even if it's only an ocean." - An Affair to Remember

"When you love someone, and you love them with all your heart, it never disappears when you're apart. And when you love someone and you've done all you can do, you set them free, and if that love was true...when you love someone it will all come back to you." - Forget Paris

"Sometimes I wake up before you do and I watch you sleep and I'm overwhelmed because you're so amazing and I don't know why I'm lucky enough to have you in my life; that you're here with me. And I know that I want to spend the rest of my life trying to make you as happy as you make me." - Alias

"Thinking bout every little thing we ever did crazy. Sipping on that memory lane, that lane never closes, seven days of the week I can drive in my sleep cause I've got dreams of love and I love you. I know you feel the same way too. I feel your spirit when you're near me and when you're away. Somehow, somewhere I'll see you again, but until then I've got dreams of loving you." - Gavin DeGraw

"Ever since I was young I never understood anything about the world, and I never understood anything that happened in my life. The only thing that ever made sense to me was you, and how I felt about you. That's all I've ever known and that's enough, that's enough for me for the rest of my life." - Boy Meets World

"I'm just saying thank you. You reminded me of what I'm capable of feeling. It's like I was walking around seeing my life through a smudged window, and then I saw you and the smudges were gone. The window was clean." - Dawson's Creek

"You and I are meant to be together. Period. The end. Cue happy ending music." - Dawson's Creek

"I love you in a really really big, pretend to like your taste in music, let you eat the last piece of cheesecake, hold a radio over my head outside your window, unfortunate way that makes me hate you, love you." - Grey's Anatomy

"I'm not here to tell you I can't live without you. I can live without you. I just don't want to." - Rumor Has It

"Maybe getting over someone you're in love with isn't impossible. Unless, maybe you don't actually get over it. Maybe you just learn to live with it." - Felicity

"You were like coming up for fresh air. It's like I was drowning and you saved me. It's all I know." - Grey's Anatomy

"I don't wanna waste anymore of my life without you in it." - Garden State

"For a kiss to be really good, you want it to mean something. You want it to be with someone you can't get out of your head, so that when your lips finally touch, you feel it everywhere. A kiss so hot and so deep, you never to come up for air. You can't cheat your first kiss. Trust me, you don't want to. Cause when you find that right person for a first kiss, it's everything." - Grey's Anatomy

"Well it was a million tiny little things that, when you add them up, they meant that we were supposed to be together, and I knew it. I knew it the very first time I touched her. It was like coming home, only to no home I'd ever known. I was just taking her hand to help her out of a car, and I knew it. It was like magic." - Sleepless in Seattle

"Love is passion, obsession, someone you can't live without. If you don't start with that, what are you going to end up with? Fall head over heels. I say, find someone you can love like crazy and who'll love you the same way back. And how do you find him? Forget your head and listen to your heart. Run the risk, if you get hurt, you'll come back. Because, the truth is, there is no sense living your life without this. To make the journey and not fall deeply in love, well, you haven't lived a life at all. You have to try. Because if you haven't tried, you haven't lived." - Meet Joe Black

"And then I look over at you, and I am blinded, I'm blinded. You are six inches from my face and you are so fucking beautiful, I can't even focus my eyes." - P.S.

"Growing up sucks. Not all kisses are magic, and most boys do not live up to your expectations. But there are those times, when everything, I mean love, romance, relationships, it all falls together perfectly. And it's incredible. It's those moments, no matter how depressingly few and far between, that make growing up worth it." - Dawson's Creek

"I think I'd miss you even if we'd never met." - The Wedding Date

"I can hear her heart beat for a thousand miles. And the heavens open everytime she smiles. And when I come to her that's where I belong. Yes, I'm running to her like a river's song." - Van Morrison

"Will you be my shoulder when I'm gray and older? Promise me tomorrow starts with you. Getting high, running wild among the stars above. Sometimes it's hard to believe you remember me." - James Blunt

"Like a moth to a flame, like a song without a name, I've never been the same since I met you." - Eric Clapton

"I would rather have had one breath of her hair, one kiss from her mouth, one touch of her hand, than eternity without it." - City of Angels

"And it's frightening for me to be swimming in this strange sea, but I'd rather be here than on land. Yeah, she's all that I see, and she's all that I need, and I'm out of my league once again." - Stephen Speaks

"And where was I before the day that I first saw your lovely face? Now I see it everyday and I know that I am the luckiest. And in a white sea of eyes, I see one pair that I recognize, and I know that I am the luckiest. I love you more than I have ever found a way to say to you." - Ben Folds

"All the lights are on and you are alive. But you can't point the way to your heart. So sublime, when the stars are aligned. But you don't know the greatness you are." - Cary Brothers

"I am thinking it's a sign that the freckles in our eyes are mirror images and when we kiss they're perfectly aligned. And I have to speculate that God himself did make us into corresponding shapes like puzzle pieces from the clay. True, it may seem like a stretch, but it's thoughts like this that catch my troubled head when you're away, when I am missing you to death." - Iron and Wine

"I remember thinking I'll go on forever only knowing I'll see you again. But I know the touch of you is so hard to remember, but like that touch I know no other. And for sure we have danced in the risk of each other. Would you like to dance around the world with me?" - Dave Matthews Band

"You know that place between sleep and awake, the place where you can still remember dreaming? That's where I'll always love you, Peter Pan. That's where I'll be waiting." - Hook

"She's gone. She gave me a pen. I gave her my heart, and she gave me a pen." - Say Anything

"What I really want to do with my life, what I want to do for a living, is I want to be with your daughter. I'm good at it." - Say Anything

"You said you couldn't be with someone who didn't believe in you. Well I believed in you. I just didn't believe in me. I love you. Always." - Pretty in Pink

"I want a serious girlfriend. Somebody I can love, that's gonna love me back. Is that psycho?" - Sixteen Candles

"You treated me rough. That was the worst time of my life. I didn't care what other people said, I just wanted you near me. I still have faith, faith in the both of us. I still believe in you. You gave me all your love. You made me pure inside. I can't believe we are over, but your love did me so good. After all the things you've done, many people can't believe it, but I can. I still believe in you." - Gavin DeGraw

"You're not perfect, sport. And let me save you the suspense. This girl you met, she's not perfect either. But the question is, whether or not you're perfect for each other." - Good Will Hunting

"Have you ever felt like you were just really meant to be with somebody? Like your whole life was just kind of this big mess that just kinda kept happening up until the day when this unbelievable person came into your life, and then suddenly, you know, you didn't feel so lost anymore. You felt like everything you thought you'd been doing wrong in your life, you're actually doing it right, because that whole time she was coming closer to you. You just weren't smart enough to know it, or brave enough to just tell her." - The Third Wheel

"Look, I guarantee there'll be tough times. I guarantee that at some point, one or both of us is gonna want to get out of this thing. But I also guarantee that if I don't ask you to be mine, I'll regret it for the rest of my life, because I know, in my heart, you're the only one for me." - Runaway Bride

"I love you. Not like they told you love is, and I didn't know this either, but love don't make things nice; it ruins everything. It breaks your heart. It makes things a mess. We aren't here to make things perfect. The snowflakes are perfect. The stars are perfect. Not us. Not us! We are here to ruin ourselves and to break our hearts and love the wrong people and die. The storybooks are bullshit." - Moonstruck

"Someday love will find me in the rough. Someday love will finally be enough. I shine a little more lately." - Anna Nalick


"We ended up having one of those conversations where you feel like there is no use hiding anything anymore, you've just given yourself so entirely to the other person that you feel like running around your apartment and opening up your drawers and closets and cabinets and pulling out all sorts of shameful things and arraying them on the bedspread and shouting, 'Look at this! And this! But love me!'" - The Big Love

Wednesday, July 6, 2011

Unfortunate Kids

Memang best kalau ada anak.

Bila ada anak tanggungjawab lagi besar.

Jangan ingat nak sedap main je...Yang dah kawen xpe lah.Yang belum kawen tu + bodoh sket mcm x belajar bio, buang anak sepah2/abortion

Yang dah dapat anak tu perlu di jaga betul2..takut dah besar2 spoilt macam cerita JUVANA yang selalu buat aku rasa nak lempang budak2 tu esp botak.


Tadi saya beli groceries, lepas tu nampak ada budak kecik mcm 7-8 taun jual tempe + pucuk paku.
*teringat masa international dialogue kat INDIA 5 years back*


Kesian tengok dia. hmm..kecik2 dah pandai jual2..sebab ape..mungkin parents dia susah jugak..tapi sedang anak org lain dihantar g tuisyen/mengaji/duduk rumah tgk cartoon network...ada anak orang lain yang duduk jual sayur tepi giant *sobsob* saya macam nak amik gambar dia..tapi saya mcm x sampai hati.daripada korang berkempen BERSIH..baik bersihkan jiwa..tolong budak2/org2 susah tanpa agenda politik..tapi atas dasar HUMANITY

Saya ada soft spot sket kat orang2 yang jual2 benda macam kerepek ke, pen ke..tapi, kadang2 macam x puas hati kalau dorg ni mungkin di sindiketkan..

*ok...mood dah lari, sebab tgk bang..bang boom..boleh??KAHKAHKAH*

Baiklah kita simpulkan aje cerita ni--KAHWIN,ANAK..ni semua amanah..dun mess up!

PUTIH & wanita

Bak kata diana danielle.."asyik putih je"



Putih selalu dikaitkan dengan suci bersih dan baju nikah.

Lelaki2 yang hensem pulak kebanyakannya suka pompuan yg putih2 mcm neelofa, nora elena (kak leha kak cik panggil dia), x ketinggalan juga lisa surihani. Lalu banyaklah dilambakkan kat pasaran produk2 untuk memutihkan diri yang yang x berapa nak putih.

Tapi x semua putih tu bersih dan suci. Hari ni,kak cik nak cerita pasal keputihan yang biasanya menyerang wanita...lelaki tu keputihan lain ye..YUCKSSSS!


Keputihan yang melampaui batas biasanya boleh memberi 'perfume' baru kepada wanita iaitu V-Odour. Seperti yang semua tahu, keputihan sebenarnya disebabkan jangkitan kulat candida dan bakteria yang berlebihan. Apa yang korang makan jugak kadangkala menyebabkan keputihan jugak. Contohnya makanan2 yang bergula..bukan sahaja penyebab kencing manis,tetapi menyebabkan keputihan.Ingat semut je suka benda manis?bakteria dan manusia pun suka tau tak? Makanan lain macam nenas, timun atau sengkuang pun penyebab keputihan. bukan lah x boleh makan terus...boleh..tapi kurang2kan sikit. nak cik pik busuk ke nak sihat??Pilih lah sendiri ok?

Bagi kak cik, antara aset yang penting bagi wanita bukan sahaja kelicinan kulit muka, badan yang cantik mcm adriana lima, tetapi jugak kebersihan yang bawah tu. Cuba bayangkan..muka dah cun dah macam nora elena,tapi ada v odour..i bet seth tan pun dah x cari si nora selama 10 tahun sebab dah kena reject masa seth tan rogol dia. Kalau yang dah kawen tu lagi la kena jaga.kang laki kau lari cari pompuan lain.

Sebagai wanita..kita kena jaga aset kita yang satu ni, terutama masa period & after sexual intercourse (bagi yg dah kawen). Masa ni paling kritikal. Kena rajin tukar panties, tukar pad, cuci dengan feminine wash, pakai panty liner. Yang penting TIADA V-ODOUR..

Untuk yang berjiwa tradisional macam kak cik traditional ke?, kak cik memilih untuk guna feminine wash yang berherba ada bau2 sireh..dulu masa study kak cik guna puteri binari feminine wash sebab terpengaruh dengan maya karin (duta dia dulu). Tapi lepas dah lama2, produk dia mcm kurang kualiti...mcm cair sket...sebab nak save bajet kot. Yela..bila kita dah lama guna satu2 produk tu...kita boleh rasa perubahan dia. Then kak cik guna ni:



Tu botol dia masa 2-3 taun lepas. Sekarang dah up sikit design dia. Whatever la...tapi..feminine wash yang ni pun sedap pakai. Rasa lain. Kena cuba sendiri di cipcip kau. Kalau x, xtau rasanya..Yang penting TIADA V-ODOUR.. hahaha

Lepas dah cuci bersih tu. Jangan lupa lap dengan towel good morning ke ape. Jangan bagi lembab kawasan tu. Bakteria & yis suka tempat2 yang lembab2. sebab tu kena rajin tukar panties. Kak cik suka jugak pakai panty liner. Yelah..kalau kat opis tu, mcm x convenient nak tukar panties. Buat nya tercicir kat opis x ke malu rasa nak nyorok dalam jamban sampai pukul 6.Panty liner lagi mensenangkan urusan kita. setiap 4 jam tukar.Dalam banyak2 panty liner, kak cik suka pakai panty liner herba dari NATASYA


Yang best nya..bila pakai..dia ada mendatangkan rasa mint kat bawah tu..HAHAHHAHA..suka okeh..

Harga dia RM 11, (Kalau nak beli bg tau kak cik:0123670178..kot la segan nak beli takut org cakap cip2 awak busuk kan..kalau beli banyak tu boleh la dapat diskaun sikit =P)

Berbalik kepada isu keputihan..senang je nak control..yang penting bersih, jaga makan dan pakai panties yang btol saiznya dan material nya.

Till Then

Kak Cik

Monday, July 4, 2011

Susu Kurus


Tahukah semua berbadan gemuk amat menjengkelkan dan rasa macam nak lempang2 diri sendiri sebab x mampu nak kawal makan. Kalau nak g beli baju lagi rasa macam nak bunuh diri sebab semua baju yg nampak cantik semua tak muat..dalam otak padahal dah imagine macam2...bila try..x muat..

Keluar Jalan2 dgn kawan2 cantik-ada la rasa rendah diri sket..bila rendah diri sikit + diri yg memang rendah + gemuk..lagi rasa mcm nak nyorok dalam bilik..tapi..bg yg dah kenal aku...cover baik punya...mcm confident je..padahal..dalam hati cakap macam..

Tapi, dalam masa 2 minggu ni saya dah berjaya diet x makan nasi.Sebenarnya,saya x lah diet buah+salad+oat sahaja,saya ada mengambil produk2 lain untuk bagi saya rasa x lapar & untuk maintain metabolism. Kalau aku rasa mcm lapar boleh nampak di muka dan boleh mendatangkan marah yg melampau,,boleh sasau jadinya,,Meh share sketape yg aku telan-




SUSU KURUS SD11

Apa Itu SD11
Slim diet 2 adalah produk pelangsingan badan yang terkenal di New Zealand. Program yang berdasarkan kepada penyimpanan protein dan diet ketogenik ini adalah hasil kajian sekumpulan ahli perubatan dari Harvard Medical University ( Dr.George Cahill and Dr. George Blackburn). Jangan terkejut jika dikatakan di New Zealand rekod tertinggi penurunan berat badan adalah 64 kg dalam tempoh sebulan.

Kelebihan SD II
1. SELAMAT.Berasaskan protein soya dan zat-zat pemakanan yang seimbang. Tidak mengandungi segala jenis dadah yang berbahaya dan ianya adalah produk di bawah kajian pakar-pakar perubatan.

2. BERKESAN. Kita merasa kenyang walaupun proses penurunan berat badan masih berterusan. Ia juga tidak menimbulkan kesan kulit kendur dan berkedut selepas penurunan. Penurunan purata 1 minggu adalah 3kg jika setia pada program tanpa perlu berlapar.

3. JIMAT jika dibandingkan dengan program-program yang lain yang beasaskan latihan fizikal dan kawalan kalori. Maksudnya disini adalah kos perkg bagi penurunan berat badan adalah lebih murah.

4. DETOX secara semulajadi. Tidak perlu ubat tambahan untuk proses ini. Cukup dengan meminum air yang banyak.

5. PENTING NI!! kita boleh mencapai penurunan berat badan yang maksimum dalam masa yang singkat dan kemungkinan penambahan balik berat badan atau 'yo-yo effect' dapat dikurangkan.

Info SD II
1. Memegang Rekod Dunia dengan penurunan berat badan 64kg dalam masa 1 bulan.
2. Melangsingkan badan secara sihat semulajadi dengan program yang ringkas & mudah.
3. Sihat dengan zat-zat pemakanan yang seimbang.
4. Kadar penurunan berat yang seimbang & sekata, tiada masalah kulit kendur & berkedut.
5. Masalah kesihatan yang dialami bertambah baik tanpa disedar.

Harga SD 11 - RM 144.00 (nak beli boleh bgtau saya)