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Pertemuan harapan pertama kalinya
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Mungkin di sini kita kan terpisah
Kenangan bersama tiada ku lupa

Yang terpahit jua termanis
Semuanya bagiku terindah
Kuingati buat selama-lamanya

Gia gelabah: I don't understand how the hell i'm supposed to stop loving him? Like just the idea is overwhelming. I don't want to stop loving him, i don't want to let go. I know he has and i feel stupid for still loving him. I don't want to be happy without him i want him so badly. Why couldn't i just hate him for breaking my heart? I don't understand. I'm too young for this.. i don't know how to deal with it!

Kawan yang cool:If it's true love, you will always love him but the context of the love will change. You have to be patient. Sometimes, we can only get over them when we've had enough...enough of the back/forth (that's my experience currently)...only you will know when you are able to let go of him. Hate is a really strong word. You need to breath...take deep breaths. Your happiness should come from within you. Having a partner as a basis of your happiness is a scary thing that undoubtedly will end. Having a partner should only enhance that happiness or put a little spin on it. Last year, I was having a rough time with something and looked to a friend for happiness. She was a great friend to me that I've known for many years. You know what happened? I ended up hurting her so bad....In reality, I used her for my own benefits. It wasn't until now - going through my current situation - that I realized that. So, I did the grown up thing - I apologized to her...for everything. We talk very, very little but nonetheless, we talk - via e-mail. She lashed out at me but only because of what I did to her. Does she hate me? No, but I imagine at one point she was really, really pissed. Sorry for taking the long way around getting my point across, but bottom line is, hate is a really strong word...Hate will consume you. Hate will prevent you from the growth you need. What you need to do is try to just let go...Keep reminding yourself what a great person you are. I'm sure you made mistakes in the relationship - but it takes 2 for the relationship to fail. (sometimes 3) Concentrate on you...be patient with yourself...and love yourself.

Jantan Sialan

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Selalu kan kita dengar kisah rogol-bunuh ni. Memang dah biasa.

Tapi tahukah anda kejadian ini berlaku dari dulu lagi?

Ia berlaku di Jepun pada tahun 1988.
Masa tu saya pn xlahir lg. Berapa pula umur kawan kawan ye?

Watak utama adalah Junko Faruta yang berusia 17 tahun.

Watak watak setan adalah seramai 4 orang.
Yuzuru Ogura (tukar nama jadi Jo Kamisaku)
Hiroshi Miyano
Nobuharu Minato
Yasushi Watanabe

Baca kronologi dia.


DAY 1: November 22, 1988: Kidnapped
Kept captive in house, and posed as one of boy's girlfriend
Raped (over 400 times in total)
Forced to call her parents and tell them she had run away
Starved and malnutritioned
Fed cockroaches to eat and urine to drink
Forced to masturbate
Forced to strip in front of others
Burned with cigarette lighters
Foreign objects inserted into her vagina/anus

DAY 11: December 1, 1988: beat up countless times
Face held against concrete ground and jumped on
Hands tied to ceiling and body used as a punching bag
Nose filled with so much blood that she can only breath through
her mouth
Dumbbells dropped onto her stomach
Vomited when tried to drink water (her stomach couldn't accept it)
Tried to escape and punished by cigarette burning on arms
Flammable liquid poured on her feet and legs, then lit on fire
Bottle inserted into her anus, causing injury

DAY 20: December10, 1989: Unable to walk properly due to severe leg burns
Beat with bamboo sticks
Fireworks inserted into anus and lit
Hands smashed by weights and fingernails cracked
Beaten with golf club
Cigarettes inserted into vagina
Beaten with iron rods repeatedly
Winter; forced outside to sleep in balcony
Skewers of grilled chicken inserted into her vagina and anus, causing bleeding

DAY 30: Hot wax dripped onto face
Eyelids burned by cigarette lighter
Stabbed with sewing needles in chest area
Left nipple cut and destroyed with pliers
Hot light bulb inserted into her vagina
Heavy bleeding from vagina due to scissors insertion
Unable to urinate properly
Injuries were so severe that it took over an hour for her to
crawl downstairs and use the bathroom
Eardrums severely damaged
Extreme reduced brain size

DAY 40: Begged her torturers to "kill her and get it over with"
January 1, 1989:Junko greets the New Years Day alone
Body mutilated
Unable to move from the ground

DAY 44: January 4, 1989: After losing a game of majong, the four beat her with an iron barbell, poured lighter fluid on her legs, arms, face and stomach, and set her on fire.


She had been raped over an estimated 1000 times in total.

*a tribute song to Junko*

My Comment:
Oleh sebab si lahanat2 ni bawah umur...dorg kena penjara 5-10 taun jek?? bawah umur tu faham lah..tapi tgk la ape setan2 ni buat..sakit jiwa raga baca artikel ni.

NOT FAIR ok??

semoga roh pompuan tu x aman n jadi hantu kenakan dorg balik...

kalau saya jadi mak Junko,saya tgk DVD I SPIT ON YOUR GRAVE n REVENGE!!

sekarang ntah ape jadi kat jantan2 sialan ni..i wonder!

Perjuangan Yang Belum Selesai

Sesungguhnya tidak ada yang lebih menyayat hati
Dari melihat bangsaku dijajah
Tidak ada yang lebih menyedihkan
dari membiarkan bangsaku dihina
Air mata tiada ertinya
Sejarah silam tiada maknanya
Sekiranya bangsa tercinta terpinggir
Dipersenda dan dilupakan

Bukan kecil langkah wira bangsa
Para pejuang kemerdekaan
Bagi menegakkan kemuliaan
Dan darjat bangsa
Selangkah bererti mara
Mengharung sejuta dugaan
Biarkan bertatih
asalkan langkah itu yakin dan cermat
bagi memastikan negara
merdeka dan bangsa terpelihara
air mata sengsara
mengiringi setiap langkah bapa-bapa kita

Tugas kita bukan kecil
Kerana mengisi kemerdekaan
Rupanya lebih sukar dari bermandi
Keringat dan darah menuntutnya
Lagi pula apalah ertinya kemerdekaan
Kalau bangsaku asyik mengia
Dan menidakkan,
Mengangguk dan membenarkan,
Kerana sekalipun bangganya negara
kerana makmur dan mewahnya
bangsaku masih melata
dan meminta-minta di negaranya sendiri

Bukan kecil tugas kita
Meneruskan perjuangan kemerdekaan kita
Kerana rupanya selain memerdekakan,
Mengisi kemerdekaan jauh lebih sengsara

Bangsaku bukan kecil hati dan jiwanya
Bukankah sejak zaman berzaman
Mereka menjadi pelaut, pengembara
Malah penakluk terkemuka?
Bukankah mereka sudah mengembangkan sayap
Menjadi pedagang dan peniaga
Selain menjadi ulama dan ilmuwan terbilang?
Bukankah bangsaku pernah mengharung
Samudera menjajah dunia yang tak dikenal
Bukankah mereka pernah menjadi
wira serantau
Yang tidak mengenal erti takut dan kematian?

Tugas kita belum selesai rupanya
Bagi memartabat dan memuliakan bangsa
kerana hanya bangsa yang berjaya
akan sentiasa dihormati
Rupanya masih jauh dan berliku jalan kita
Bukan sekadar memerdeka dan mengisinya
tetapi mengangkat darjat dan kemuliaan
buat selama-lamanya
Hari ini, jalan ini pasti semakin berliku
Kerana masa depan belum menjanjikan syurga
Bagi mereka yang lemah dan mudah kecewa

Perjuangan kita belum selesai
Kerana hanya yang cekal dan tabah
Dapat membina mercu tanda
Bangsanya yang berjaya.

- Tun Dr. Mahathir Mohamad (Malam Puisi Utusan, 4 Mei 1996)