Big Bang Alive Malaysia 2012

86 days to go ^^

Bukan nak kata ape la..saya x hype pun nak countdown raya..cuti raya tahun ni mmg spend untuk short trip within malaysia je..will spend 1st raya with family (tunjuk muka..kang jadi anak tanggang plak)..petang tu push off to kelantan sbb dua kawan baik saya kawen raya ke 2 and raya ke 5..ada gap sikit tu ingat day trip p perhentian..this is my plan for Aug.. Saya lagi excited countdown nak p konsert bigbang..pergi sorg je..mula2 dah janji dgn member..tp dorg x sempat beli..tiket sold out okeh??credit to my twin,dr mira sebab tolong belikan online..sejam jugak la dia cuba masuk baru boleh buat transaction..cat 1-2 ticket habis 1/2 jam je..sbb ni free standing..saya akan pergi awal gila.. i'm looking forward to follow Kim Hyun Joong asia tour next year.. kumpul duit byk2 kuruskan badan cantikkan kulit those are my current obsession

random thought

there is no me in your day probably not even in your memories but i'm looking at only you making memories by myself to me, love is like a beautiful wound even though i see your pretty smile i can't smile with you the days when you fill up my thoughts the days when my heart grows cold and i'm sad the words "i miss you" are dancing on my lips once again, alone, crying for you once again, alone, missing for you baby, i love you. i'm waiting for you

Do you ever have those times you cry and you don't know why?

It's like I realized that way down inside, I've always been lonely for something. But I don't know what for. It's like everybody in the world want's something. Only they never really know exactly what it is - they just keep finding out what it's not. You know how, when you turn off the TV or you come out of some concert, and everything just feels empty? Like you thought that would be what you wanted, and then it wasn't? People are always telling me to smile, like smiling is going to just take away all the hurt and pain. Well I've tried that I've tried hiding my sorrows and covering the sadness in smiles and what I've learned is that when it hurts this much inside your heart always has a way of showing it no matter how many masks you wear. Not all scars show. Not all wounds heal. Sometimes you can't always see the pain someone feels.