Wow, hard to believe the year is all done, gone, over. So..this is the last post of 2009.
The first one was on 14 March 2009. It was a Saturday morning, I woke up from the bed and straight on to the computer to write the blog. I was inspired by Chika's blog and I am happy to be the inspiration for a few other bloggers. Blogging has definitely helped me improve in my thought process and even in expressing them.
2009...Some people are settling down, some people are settling and some people refuse to settle for anything. THAT'S ME!!malas sebenarnya..tatau nak citer ape.plus macam agak bz n blur...but..i already posted my 2010 resolution guys..I do think New Year's resolutions can't technically be expected to begin on New Year's Day, don't you? Since, because it's an extension of New Year's Eve, smokers are already on a smoking roll and cannot be expected to stop abruptly on the stroke of midnight with so much nicotine in the system. Also dieting on New Year's Day isn't a good idea as you can't eat rationally but really need to be free to consume whatever is necessary, moment by moment, in order to ease your hangover. I think it would be much more sensible if resolutions began generally on January the second.hahahha..or maybe the day after or...or..hahhaha...
I live day to day thinking of you. I picture in my mind everything about you, as if you were really here beside me. My world is spinning; I can feel defeat, why can't I sleep? Why does my throat close whenever you speak? My heart breaks just to be around you. I take in the way you move, the way you talk, and the way you smell whenever you are around. My eyes directed down when your gaze falls upon me, that bashful smile - I want you so badly! This tension, it kills me. My unspoken attraction is enough to fill up volumes.
As I sit here watching astro channel 712, my heart still thinking of you. My pain is my entire fault; when will I learn? You would never want me. I'm not perfect, beautiful, or anything important. I have to let the dream of you and me go, for I am a woman with an unrequited crush.
You always were a special friend. You knew that, I knew that. Only I knew something more. I knew that I loved you and I have for so long. You complain because you can't find the "right girl." I guess friendship makes you go blind to see what's standing right in front of you...
What to do when love leaves That, I never learned Like I’m going to love today as well I wait for you I saw her in your embrace Looking so happy I want to tell her, that where she is Is my spot Don’t love her, don’t forget me Am I not enough for you
You were the one you said That having only love would make everything possible In a world without you, without you I have no will to live another day Give my lonely heart courage So I can wait..
Along with the night sky, if I draw you It’s like the spot of a sad star Even if I cover it with my hand, it can’t be covered You’re like fate Don’t love her, don’t forget me Am I not enough for you
You were the one you said That having only love would make everything possible In a world without you, without you I have no will to live another day Give my lonely heart courage So I can wait..
I want to let you go, to forget you Because there were so many days of love I don’t know where to start erasing you When can you smile again Even if I see someone who looks like you, brushing past by chance I feel like if I turn around, you’ll be there I guess nothing is really possible without you Come back to me..
You know what I think? I think there's a reason for everything. And I think that there's a plan for everyone. And I think that God has a big plan for me. Just not in this life.
1)There's two kinds of guys. The ones who hold your hand and the ones that f**k you.
2)If a man says “I’ll call you,” and if he doesn’t, he didnt forget, he didnt lose your number, he didnt die, he just didnt want to call you
3)Male menopause is a lot more fun than female menopause. With female menopause you gain weight and get hot flashes. Male menopause – you get to date young girls and drive motorcycles.
4)Guys don't actually look after good-looking girls. They prefer neat and presentable girls.
5)Guys virtually brag about anything.
6)According to a recent survey, men say the first thing they notice about a woman is their eyes, and women say the first thing they notice about men is they're a bunch of liars.
7)Between men and women there is no friendship possible. There is passion, enmity, worship, love, but no friendship
semalam lepas balik dari opis yang sepuluh kangkang kera...hav my lunch/dinner..lepak sat...then g joging n swimming..ntah tatau ape masalah..badan jadi cergas macam ape tatau..siap boleh baca buku lelaki paling sexy di dunia..whoaaaa...bukan rob pattinson ok..donald trump..sexy ke die??ntah..i think he's sexy with all the money in his account..aku kan mata duitan..hahhaha..xde lah aku dok mengadap buku tu je..sempat la layan 4 episode running in heels..then.. tengok awan dania..padan muka si sofia tu kena siram ngan air..patut dania amik je teh o ais yg kat atas meja tu siram sofia..nape laa die amik air jarang or plain water je..isy..isy...datin tu pon sangat annoying..sumpah macam geli tgk dorg..lepas tgk dania..tgk hannah montana wif erika n aza..da pkol 1 x ble tdo lagi..sangat pelik..layan sehati berdansa ngan erika...budak kecik tu pon tdo lewat..pagi2 pon boleh bersosial dance dgn erika..hahahhaha..then kami pon buat keputusan nak tdo..aku terkelip2 secara banyak..tiba2..CHINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG...tdo la aku sampai pkol 8...n now..i'm sleepy like hell!!
Children are unpredictable..hehhee..**gia's smiling sooo wide!!**
Dreams are necessary to life.Without leaps of imagination, or dreaming, we lose the excitement of possibilities. Dreaming, after all, is a form of planning.
Few years back i asked a highly successful businessman: "How have you done so much in your lifetime?"
He replied, "I have dreamed. I have turned my mind loose to imagine what I wanted to do. Then I have gone to bed and thought about my dreams. In the night I dreamt about my dreams. And when I awoke in the morning, I saw the way to make my dreams real. While other people were saying, 'You can't do that, it isn't possible,' I was well on my way to achieving what I wanted."
He continued: "We grow great by dreams. All big men are dreamers."
They see things in the soft haze of a spring day, or in the red fire on a long winter's evening. Some of us let these great dreams die, but others nourish and protect them; nourish them through bad days until they bring them to the sunshine and light which comes always to those who sincerely hope that their dreams will come true."
So please, don't let anyone steal your dreams, or try to tell you they are too impossible.
I was like thinking..digesting..everything that he told me..and all i wanted to do for the time-being is getting myself more organize..
And this is my 2010 dreams:
1)physical : 45 kg 2)pursue my MBA 3)settle my PTPTN 4)Bali trip 5)Krabi trip with bobo 6)Cupcakes classes 7)wedding-storyboard 8)5k in my saving account
hmmm..hari ni ramai sgt org yg celebrate birthday..includes ira's niece..erika..wish this adorable kiddo a wonderful birthday..i owe u a birthday present ok!!
hmm..nothing much i did for a long weekend..hujung bulan..x keluar...xde duit.dok rumah jadi budak baik..laundry..cuci toilet..kemas bilik..TV..reading my old journal..itu je la...n most of the time..TIDO...saya memang sangat suka tido..kalo kat samura..saya memang terkenal dengan aktiviti tido secara berleluasa...sampai dapat award PUTERI PALING KUAT TIDO..sangat malu lah bukan??
i miss my cotton candy..eyh..tiba2..kena strok sejuk ke ko neh????
The last day of the year has always been a time for looking back to the past, and more importantly, forward to the coming year. It's a time to reflect on the changes we want (or need) to make and resolve to follow through on those changes. GIA wishes all Muslims a prosperous and happy new year as tomorrow is d 1st day of Muharram, the month denoting the beginning of the Islamic Lunar Calendar of the year 1431.with ♥
Doa Akhir Tahun. Dibaca 3 kali pada penghujung waktu Asar, sebelum masuk waktu Maghrib
Doa Awal Tahun. Dibaca sebanyak 3 kali selepas solat Maghrib.
Semua cerita di bawah adalah mengikut pandangan GIA. Maka kalo ade yang sentap atau x setuju dengan pandangan di bawah..suka hati korang..ok??
BEAUTY OF LIFE
Life...is beautiful...LOVE ur LIFE nyanyi lagu Hallmark channel sket
Memang lah kadang2 hidup neh upside down..kalo di kaji2 balik..di pikir2 balik…tengah serabut giler babi otak pk masalah yang banyak..jangan ingat umur 22 tahun x banyak masalah..walaupon sendiri carik masalah..hahahhaa..ada jugak happiness yg datang..for me,that's the beauty of LIFE..
EXAMPLE 1
Ingat lagi masa aku break-up 2 tahun dulu. Dengan nak final exam. Dengan sebok MPP. Aku ni kalo break up bukan macam org normal. Cik Bird jadi superwoman time tu..bagi semangat..nanges berjemaah..ajak g holidays…makan durian kat tangga. Karox setiap hari. Hasilnya..keputusan final aku melebihi ape yang aku target 3.4++
Actually,Cik Bird is the happiness that Allah S.W.T granted to me...semoga Allah SWT memberkati hidup ko cik bird..walau kat mne ko berada..walau ape laki ko pk pasal aku..aku alwez sayang and appreciate ko..Kalo cik bird xde time tu aku tatau la jadi ape kat aku..3 pointer pon xkan lepas.
EXAMPLE 2
During my convocation.time tu baru dapat keje.xde kete.xde duit nak bayar duit konvo. Time last day buat pembayaran,last resort,pinjam duit kat stranger. SANGAT STRANGER. Aku pajak HP kat die. Ade dah la duit nak bayar. Pastu, parents gaduh berebut nak datang convo anak sulung.Last2 dua-dua pun x dtg. Aku mmg da plan malas da nak g konvo. Leceh. Result pon bukannya bagus pon. Tiba2 nenek aku cakap nak datang. Terpaksalah aku g shah alam amik jubah..semuanya secara solo + duit xde. Naik bas. Yang syoknye..otw balik..hujan lebat x hengat..habes basah sumer..jubah basah + paperbag yang UiTM bg untuk letak jubah koyak..ko bayang macam mne aku nak bawak jubah + topi konvo aku tatau ape nme die. Nanges2 aku petang tu. Then, the next day konvo secara solo. Sedey la jugak sebab x sangka pon boleh datang jugak konvo. ade la jugak nanges 2-3 titik sbb org lain ade parents teman..The happiness came when my skolmate..kinah + nadey + mama kinah + nenek dtg konvo tu…x kesah la walau x dapat bunga or bear…cukup la ade orang yang tersayang datang..sumpah hepi time tu..
so…ape yang boleh aku konklusikan: Good Friends are my happiness. HAPPINESS DURING BREAKDOWN is the beauty of life.
P/S: Ade banyak contoh lain. Tapi x larat nak type
BEAUTY OF HUMAN
Beauty is definitely more important on the inside than the out, because although a good looking person might be fun to **** AND they might not be all that fun to live with on a daily basis. Kecantikan adalah hak milik setiap insan. TRUE. Everybody have their own beauty. Setakat aku ingat pada masa aku hidup neh ada banyak jenis manusia yang aku jumpa..and sekarang kita FOKUS pada topic kita pada hari ini B.E.A.U.T.Y..ada 4 kategori org yang pernah aku jumpa.
ORANG X CANTIK, PERANGAI CANTIK.
ORANG X CANTIK, PERANGAI X CANTIK.
ORANG CANTIK, PERANGAI CANTIK.
ORANG CANTIK, PERANGAI X CANTIK
Biarlah kadang2 ada tu yang muka pecah x hengat..but..orang tu lah yang datang kat kte time kita susah..xde tempat mengadu..Si dia yang baik hati itu tiru ayat majalah REMAJA..hahhahaha sebenarnya sangat cantik di dalam..Ada jenis orang ni suka sangat mengaku cantik, hensem & yang sewaktu dengannya. Aku macam pelik kadang2 ada org macam menghina orang yang less beautiful…and pantang datuk nenek moyang aku menghina orang cacat. Ko ingat dorg yang cacat neh suka2 hati nak dilahirkan or mintak macam tu ke? Macam lah awak tu perfect sangat…Da r kurang lawa..ade hati nak mengata orang. Mungkin die perlu dihadiahkan cermin yg sangat besar bg sedar diri.
What I'm trying to say is for a long and happy life you have to like who the person that is beauty in the inside, or it just wont work, so in my eyes it is more important, yes most of us need to find the person physically attractive, as well, but I think inside is first and foremost on the list of importance, and that you shouldn't be afraid to over look things on the outside if you really like who they are inside.
Aku xde lah nak kata aku ni cantek (aku adalah sangat x cantek,gemuk,silly)...NEVER...I won't say that coz I don't have the right to judge myself...This topic is general where I think it's necessary for us to balance the beauty inside and out...
my status:You know what I think? I think there's a reason for everything. And I think that there's a plan for everyone. And I think that God has a big plan for me. Just not in this life.
xecca's comment: You are trying to underestimate yourself my dear. God gives doors for us. What we need to do is to open the door ( but dont forget to use your brain before you open any doors ok). Explore your life to the MAX! All the best my dearie friend~
my explanation: i'm not underestimating myself..i alwez in bad luck situations..i'm born in a broken family..i had a relationship wif a bastard..i need a companion...aku mcm nak keje ngan PBB je..tgk org yg lagi susah dr aku...aku rasa hepi biler kawan2 aku ade ngan aku..kalo sekor2...aku da blur tatau nak buat..People keep going away from me, that hurts.alwez..people that i LOVE said "I have to go," "I have to go," where the fuck does everybody go when they have to go?
i thought when i'm working..it will makes me forget about my problems..but..it doesn't. Work. I thought i have a gift, i wanna use it. Life, life will be there later. I thought when i have worked, and i have lived, life is easy. but..work isn't the answer..aku keje pon da macam palat je aku rasa..sumpah aku rasa mcm palat skrg keje..pk nak dapat gaji ujung bulan je..hati ntah da dekat mne..aku x suka aku dapat gaji dr hasil keje x ikhlas..aku tensen tau..nampak je mcm aku ok..aku hepi..tapi x...aku mmg dissappointed la xecca..lepas satu..satu...lepas satu..satu..poning palo den...naseb baik blom botak..hahhaa..kalo botak pakai syampoo bawang..
my heart said:life and death, energy and peace. If I stop today it was still worth it. Even the terrible mistakes that I made and would have unmade if I could. The pains that have burned me and scarred my soul, it was worth it, for having been allowed to walk where I've walked, which was to hell on earth, heaven on earth, back again, into, under, far in between, through it, in it, and above.
Imagine, being blind and not being able to see a beautiful day like today. Can you think of anything worse?
salam..lama dah aku x update nate neh..(wahh kecek kelate)..bukan ape..malas dowh lately nak update..otak tatau tertinggal katne..naseb bek hari khames macam otak tu datang sendiri kat aku..ting!!!girl's day out...sgt menarik la bukan??xecca telah membelanja baby die,mira & aku mentengok preview The Princess & The Frog(actually tiket tu di sponsor oleh x-fm..n since xecca keje kat sinar.fm..dapat la tempias tiket free..under 1 roof la katakan)....before citer tu start..ade la games yg x-fm buat..
games:buat sampan pakai duit kertas hadiahnye: patung katak yg mcm comel..patung pokemon aku yg nme marion pon da x rupa pokemon..da macam pokemon kena kusta da aku tgk dalam hati kata:kalo dapat patung tu pon syok jugak
atas dasar nak mendapatkan patung katak aku pon beria2 buat sampan, tapi x sempat...aku macam ingat x ingat nak buat sampan tu..buat bola kertas pandai la.hmm..wotever it is..ade org da dapat dulu..cesss..xpe2..next time..aku berlatih lagi buat sampan..abes game movie pon start..citer die ade part yg sweet (citer katak yang bercinta mne ble lawan vampire berchenta)..n d best part ble ray cakap.."Goodbye Pookie"..untuk otak pencarut macam aku neh mmg cepat je tangkap benda2 neh..ape lagi aku n twin,mira..pon gelak bagai nak rak..x ble handle btol..boleh plak dalam citer kartun untuk tontonan kanak2 ade sebut POOKIE...POOKIE tu ape??cari sendiri!!
Habis tgk movie..g lepak d'tomyam..since aku da lme x jumpa mira..ktorg dok flashback mcm2 story..pasal hantu SAMURA..pasal kenakalan dan kegemaran budak2 nakal yg dok asmara..eyh..asmara plak..asrama la weiii..all in all..it was another awesome night i've ever had afta all the FUCK-ness (another nu word i've invented) in my daily life..
weekend akan menjadi hari paling best kat dunia..cuti la katakan..sape cakap cuti x best..PENIPU BESAR..masuk neraka tau kalo tipu..aiyokkk..tak tau..mak balik bawak kayu..tersepak bontot lembu!!HARI CUTI adalah hari paling best dalam dunia..sebab aku boleh buat ape yang aku suka..xde org nak kesah ape aku buat..tido semasa cuti adalah tdo terpaling heaven..aku namakan tdo masa cuti tdo-bgn-sendiri-tanpa-kejutan..pkol 10,11,12 waima pkol 5 petang sumer aku pnye suka nak bangun pkol bpe..yg syoknye time cuti neh..aktiviti mandi dibekukan sampai aku rasa nak g swimming..tros terjun..lepas swimming baru mandi..jimat sket air kat umah tu..hahaha..cakap pasal swimming macam la terror giler swimming..sebenarnye aku adalah sgt terror berendam je..then..sun-bathing buat bra-line instead of bikini line...bajet nak jadi sexy la ade bikini line..suka hati aku nak buat ape la kan..petang tu..g lepak jap makan tomyam putih terbaekk dr ladang..borak-berak jap..balik umah..KEMAR datang jumaat malam dgn membawa bekalan rokok..sejak dok d'rimba..aku malas nak kuar dr kawasan umah 2-3 kali sehari..aku x dapat lagi stiker n pass card..agak tensen jugak la guard dok tnye..naseb bek aku PR baik pnye ngan guard..lepas la hari2 bese..hari jumaat kedai kat dalam d'rimba neh tutup..wei..pakcik aku pnye besday ..ko tutup kedai pehalllll...(bajet sultan selangor pacik aku)..naseb bek kemar dtg..penyelamat alam sungguh ko neh!!
the next day..aku dok sekor2 kat umah..kemar g dating ngan kunk..aku dating ngan lappy..then..dalam pkol 7 mcm tu..khidir sampai..ktorg nak g swimming..aku on je..ktorg + aza,my housemate pon swimming sampai kemar balik..mandi + pakai2 cantik2..aku,kemar,khidir n kunk pon melepak kat eckywoobee then tros sambung lepak kat cynna..lme gle aku x buat aktiviti kecergasan malam2..sakit2 kaki aku dibuatnye..tu r..nak melaram sgt kan pakai heels 3 inci..amik ko..
TAYANG GAMBAR NGAN CIK KEMAR SKET
BAJET NAK BUAT AKSI PANAS..
hari ahad..kemar balik ke kampung halaman..aku dok umah je smlm..layan TV..masak..TIDO..
Tu je r citer weekend kali ni...x sabar nak cuti balik...kalo aku ni kaya..sumpah aku da sampai VEGAS..Vegas can be a wild sort of place. You can do crazy things and nobody will no once you leave Vegas because so many crazy things happen there that even if anyone does actualy notice they won't care enough to tell..
bila korang kena tagged, isi dan post balik dlm new notes korang sebagai "my autobiography" dan sile guna korang pnye jawapan sendirik, bukan tiru eh. kemudian tag 21 kawan korang termasuk saye ye. kalo takda 21 kawan..? hmm sian korang. ;p
dari sini kita kenal kawan2.
1. Where did you take your profile pic? karvey's place
2. What exactly are you wearing right now? skirt n shirt
3. What is your current problem? hormones problem..me & my estrogen thingy
4. What makes you happy most? shopping..beach party..holiday
5. What's the name of the song that you're listening to? betapa aku cinta padamu by afgan
6. Any celeb you would marry? hahahhaa..ROB PATTINSON..then i'll b GIA PATTINSON ABDULLAH for real..
7. Name someone with the same birthday as you? amira farhana
8. Ever sang in front of a large audience? yup..havana,tropicana club house..on my bday!hahahahaha
9. Has anyone ever said you look like a celebrity? yupp..fara fauzana esp tang peha..hahahha
10. Do you still watch kiddie movies or kiddie TV shows? yeahh..tom tom bak...
11. Do you speak any languages? yeh.bahasa melayu + bahasa gia
12.Do you ever watch MTV? not really..i prefer E-tv
I fell for the woman of my dreams... and she turned out to be a he
WHEN Ian Young sat down next to a beautiful woman in a packed cafe in Kuala Lumpur, he had no idea they would one day be married. Nor did he know that his pretty companion was a man.
In just three years, Ian has gone from being a straight lad from Derby - who was with his previous girlfriend for eight years - to being in a full-time same-sex relationship.
Ian married 36-year-old Fatine, who is a pre-op transsexual, in a British civil partnership ceremony in May.
But now Fatine faces deportation back to Malaysia, where homosexuality is ILLEGAL.
Ian, 30, who owns his own property maintenance company, says: "I know it is hard for people to understand but I love Fatine. I feel lucky to have met such a caring, wonderful person.
"It doesn't matter to me that she is a transsexual - it's the person she is inside that I care about and love.
"I can't contemplate the idea of us not being together. I look at her and see a beautiful woman."
Ian met Fatine in a Starbucks cafe in the Malaysian capital's famous Petronas Towers in August 2006. He was working as a security officer in the country at the time.
He says: "I asked if I could nick the seat next to her. When she looked up and said, 'Yes' I was overwhelmed by her striking eyes and exotic features.
"We started talking and I was immediately impressed by how good her English was. When she got up to leave I asked for her number.
Kissed
"That's when she said she might not be what I was looking for and that she was actually a transsexual. I just said, 'Oh' and blushed with embarrassment. But for some reason I wasn't put off.
"I'd never met a transsexual before and my instinct was that I liked Fatine. Even if it was just as friends, I wanted to meet her again."
Two days later Ian and Fatine, who was born Mohammed Fazdil Bin Min Bahari, met at a bar - and kissed at the end of the night.
Ian says: "It just felt right. My first impression in the coffee shop was that Fatine was a woman.
"If she happened to have male sex organs then that was some sort of birth defect. I never thought of her as a man."
The couple met twice more and agreed the feelings they had were more than just friendship.
Ian says: "I was planning to go back to the UK but Fatine was such a warm, gentle person she drew me in.
"I was treated like a meal ticket by other Malaysian girls. But Fatine was different - a successful make-up artist and independent woman."
But the fledgling relationship was not without its problems.
Ian says: "Being a straight man I did have a few concerns about the way I was feeling.
"I wondered if it meant I was gay and I was scared what had happened wasn't right, but I couldn't ignore how I felt."
Fatine, who has taken female hormones since the age of 17, does not want gender reassignment surgery because of the risks involved and because she is happy with her body as it is.
She was also nervous about starting a relationship in a country where transsexuals are often sacked or arrested.
Ian says: "She was disowned by her mother and had encountered a lot of prejudice.
"I began to understand that Fatine and her friends were not a freak show but ordinary people like you or me who just happened to have been born into the wrong body."
When Ian's contract finished five months later he returned to Derby, but he and Fatine realised they both felt strongly about each other. Ian arranged to return to Kuala Lumpur to work, but not before telling all to his mum Patricia.
He recalls: "Mum was fantastic. Having her support was a huge weight off my shoulders."
On his second visit, in October 2007, Ian and Fatine felt ready for a physical relationship.
Ian says: "I was scared about what would happen if sex didn't work. I needn't have worried and it only helped bring us closer. If you love someone, you accept their body no matter how it is."
In December 2008 Ian arranged for Fatine to travel to the UK on a visitor's visa. However, a holiday soon became a long-term stay.
Ian says: "The realisation we could walk down the street together and be happy made it hard to contemplate ever going back to Malaysia.
"I started feeling incredibly proud to have Fatine on my arm."
A month into Fatine's visit Ian proposed and they applied to the Home Office for a Certificate of Approval to Marry. This allowed them to proceed with a civil partnership, which they hoped would support Fatine in getting a permanent visa.
Ian says of the ceremony: "My friends and family turned out to Derby Register Office and their presence was a huge boost.
"Everyone was so supportive. Mum said, 'I've got a son and a daughter now'. For Fatine it was strange to be surrounded by people who were so accepting of her and our relationship.
"Fatine wore a beautiful red silk dress and looked utterly stunning."
Fancy
Ian has been pleasantly surprised by people's acceptance. He says: "There is always a moment of shock on their face when they find out Fatine isn't a woman. Seconds later they accept it, then ask if I'm gay. But, as strange as it sounds, I'd never say I fancy men."
Despite their dedication to each other, the couple's plans to stay in the UK are now in turmoil after Fatine's Leave To Remain Visa was refused in September on the grounds of an incorrect passport photo.
Their second application was rejected because it was received after Fatine's visitor's visa expired. She has now been told to return to Malaysia.
Ian says: "I simply don't accept the reasons we have been given for each refusal of the application.
"Our local MP has even got in touch with the Home Office but they won't budge. They say Fatine has to return to Malaysia, which is something we wouldn't be able to do as a couple.
"Over there we would face imprisonment just for living together.
"We want to do simple things like have a mortgage. We feel desperate, our options are quickly running out.
"Fatine can reapply from Malaysia but who knows how long that would take, or if it would even be accepted.
"We might be different from your average couple but we love each other - and being forced apart is our worst nightmare."
Head of Immigration for the UK Border Agency, Matthew Coats, said: "This applicant entered the UK as a visitor. The rules are clear that a visitor must leave the UK within six months but may reapply for a new visa from their country of origin."
**my favorite mak nyah's clip**
wah...daring sungguh pondan zaman sekarang..siap dapat tangkap ikan besar la..i feel intimidated mannnnn...ko pondan lagi cun dari aku...aisyy...actually aku dapat tau pasal ni from mr bobo..ape lagi...ktorg dok menggoogle je mlm tadi..siap tgk thai pnye pondan..cun NAK MAMPOS ok...aku pon kalah...kulit dorg mmg flawless la...body xyah cakap la..mesti hasil cucuk sana cucuk sini..ni yang rasa mcm nak cucuk2
tapi takut juga bila memikirkan isu2 mcm neh..mmg nampak macam kelakar..tapi x sebenarnye..maka..JANGAN KETAWA
Message: Nothing is more humiliating than to see idiots succeed in enterprises we have failed in.Hope u get my message Mohd Shafizul Hamid. May Allah guides us all and forgives us for our weakness..Ameen
Long before Robert Thomas Pattinson began driving women wild as dreamy vampire Edward Cullen in the Twilight movie franchise, he was just a shy boy, nicknamed Patty, from London. "Rob's gobsmacked [British for astounded] by all the attention he's getting," an aunt of his, Diana Nutley, says in a revealing interview. "He's very cool about it all, but he can't believe it either."
But when he was growing up in a cozy Victorian home in London's Barnes neighborhood, the only females chasing the future actor were his sisters, Victoria, 28, and Lizzy, 25. "They used to dress me up as a girl and introduce me as Claudia," recalls Rob, the only son of Richard Pattinson, a vintage-car dealer, and mom Clare, a modeling-agency booker.
Although Rob sometimes took cover from his siblings, he was known for hamming it up at family gatherings. "I remember we had a party in the garden one July," Diana recalls. "We had a wonderful game to see how many dough-nuts we could eat without licking our lips. It's impossible -- Rob was covered in jam."
But Rob had cleaned up his act by the time he transferred from the all-boys Tower House prep school to the coed Harrodian School at age 12. "It was a real turning point for me," admits the actor, who earned pocket change then by delivering newspapers and walking dogs. "I became cool and discovered hair gel."
Pattinson will play the lead role in "Remember Me," a story of a young couple whose burgeoning relationship is complicated by a succession of family tragedies that test their bond, according to ScreenDaily.com. The makers of the film, which had previously been titled "Memoirs," have not yet settled on which actress who will play Pattinson's love interest.
Emmy-winning director Allen Coulter ("The Sopranos," "Damages") will direct, and Jenny Lumet, who penned the script for last year's critical darling "Rachel Getting Married," is working on a draft of the screenplay.
After "New Moon" wraps in May, Pattinson will head to New York to shoot "Remember Me," which will finish in time for the actor to begin filming the third "Twilight" movie, "Eclipse," in August.
Summit is staying tight-lipped about plot specifics, but co-chairman and CEO Patrick Wachsberger likened "Remember Me" to "Love Story," the classic 1970 romance starring Ali MacGraw and Ryan O'Neal.
Bye..bye 2009
