I'm Scared Of Love

I might go crazy
No, actually I already might be already crazy about you
I might just die
No, actually I already might not be able to live without you
A love that can’t happen in this world
A person that I shouldn’t fall in love with
The more I turn my back against you
I miss you even more
I’m getting scared, I’m scared of love
I even miss your shadow
I’m so scared that my love is you
I should have just passed you by
I should not have fell in love with you
I miss you even more
I’m getting scared, I’m scared of love
I even miss your shadow
I’m so scared that my love is you
Can you tell me what to do?
Will I be able to get out of this fate?
I love you, love you
I love you to death
Even if my heart aches so much
Even if my tears won’t stop
Even if I can’t love you
I love you 

Short Movie: Kajima

When you love someone that deeply...when your so close to another..when you plan your life around that one you love...when you lose that dream, then your world collapses into an abyss. You need time to climb out of that dark place again..to feel sane...to feel you have good reason to keep living. 

Let me ask you this; are you willing to get over your girlfriend's death?

I will end my entry with this song..

Last Love- Song Seung Hun



Have a good day people!

i miss u

I get scared, the more you look at me
I guess I keep making you cry
Because my scarred heart might pull you close,
I difficultly turned away

I am afraid, the farther I get from you
Because it feels like I can’t ever go back
In case I might lose you forever, in case you might forget me
So I can’t go anywhere

I don’t know why I’m like this
But the one thing I do know is that I love you

* I love you, I love you
No one in this world can replace this love
You are at a place where I can reach
But I can’t have you
But though tears come, I still look at you

I don’t know where the end is
But the one thing I do know is that I can’t stop

* Repeat

If only I can go back to the beginning
Would we have been different? Would we have been happy?

The more I love you, the lonelier I get
I can’t stand this longing
So I can’t push you out of the deepest part of my heart
Though tears come, I still look at you
I miss you so I look at you

puas hati sebenarnya dapat nanges2 cakap dgn zecca smlm.kadang2 susah nak cakap kat org tu kita suka dia.bukan masalah timba..bukan masalah perigi.masalah dia, kita dah tau jawapan yg bakal kita dgr tu akan menyakitkan hati. sbb kalau cakap pon xde ape yg bakal berubah..

3 hari lepas mimpi dia kawen dgn ex dia..bangun tido, aku yg basah2 mata macam lepas tgk drama korea. hahaha.. u're pathetic gia!i really need distraction..

Big Bang Alive Malaysia 2012

86 days to go ^^

Bukan nak kata ape la..saya x hype pun nak countdown raya..cuti raya tahun ni mmg spend untuk short trip within malaysia je..will spend 1st raya with family (tunjuk muka..kang jadi anak tanggang plak)..petang tu push off to kelantan sbb dua kawan baik saya kawen raya ke 2 and raya ke 5..ada gap sikit tu ingat day trip p perhentian..this is my plan for Aug.. Saya lagi excited countdown nak p konsert bigbang..pergi sorg je..mula2 dah janji dgn member..tp dorg x sempat beli..tiket sold out okeh??credit to my twin,dr mira sebab tolong belikan online..sejam jugak la dia cuba masuk baru boleh buat transaction..cat 1-2 ticket habis 1/2 jam je..sbb ni free standing..saya akan pergi awal gila.. i'm looking forward to follow Kim Hyun Joong asia tour next year.. kumpul duit byk2 kuruskan badan cantikkan kulit those are my current obsession

Sampai Sini Sahaja...with that, i thank you!

Memori Tercipta

Bergetar jiwa dipersada bercahaya
Pertemuan harapan pertama kalinya
Bergetar jiwa menghadapi mimpi-mimpi
Sukar dipercaya pintunya terbuka

Di sini jua memori tercipta
Walau seketika terjalin kasih kita
Mungkin disini kita kan terpisah
Kenangan bersama tiada kulupa

Mengalun suara sesuri bisikan hati
Seiringan mencari haluan berseni
Bergetar jiwa menghadapi mimpi-mimpi
Tiada pon terduga pintunya terbuka

Di sini jua memori tercipta
Walau seketika terjalin kasih kita
Mungkin di sini kita kan terpisah
Kenangan bersama tiada ku lupa

Yang terpahit jua termanis
Semuanya bagiku terindah
Kuingati buat selama-lamanya

Gia gelabah: I don't understand how the hell i'm supposed to stop loving him? Like just the idea is overwhelming. I don't want to stop loving him, i don't want to let go. I know he has and i feel stupid for still loving him. I don't want to be happy without him i want him so badly. Why couldn't i just hate him for breaking my heart? I don't understand. I'm too young for this.. i don't know how to deal with it!

Kawan yang cool:If it's true love, you will always love him but the context of the love will change. You have to be patient. Sometimes, we can only get over them when we've had enough...enough of the back/forth (that's my experience currently)...only you will know when you are able to let go of him. Hate is a really strong word. You need to breath...take deep breaths. Your happiness should come from within you. Having a partner as a basis of your happiness is a scary thing that undoubtedly will end. Having a partner should only enhance that happiness or put a little spin on it. Last year, I was having a rough time with something and looked to a friend for happiness. She was a great friend to me that I've known for many years. You know what happened? I ended up hurting her so bad....In reality, I used her for my own benefits. It wasn't until now - going through my current situation - that I realized that. So, I did the grown up thing - I apologized to her...for everything. We talk very, very little but nonetheless, we talk - via e-mail. She lashed out at me but only because of what I did to her. Does she hate me? No, but I imagine at one point she was really, really pissed. Sorry for taking the long way around getting my point across, but bottom line is, hate is a really strong word...Hate will consume you. Hate will prevent you from the growth you need. What you need to do is try to just let go...Keep reminding yourself what a great person you are. I'm sure you made mistakes in the relationship - but it takes 2 for the relationship to fail. (sometimes 3) Concentrate on you...be patient with yourself...and love yourself.

love-hate moment

*GAMBAR APEK @ KHAIRUL FAHMI CHEMAT PUTUS TUNANG XDE KAITAN DENGAN SCRIPT KAT BAWAH NI..penulis ni memang suka kaitkan benda2 yang x berkaitan..mungkin penulis boleh g register kelas mengait..nak sangat mengaitkan benda yang x berkait kan?hamik!!*




This girl is fed up. Love is blind and her eyes are finally open. She sees the man she loves finally for who he really is. She gave him everything. She believed in him. She risked it all for him. She gave him her heart and soul. She believed he was the one for her, her other half. But, he hurt her. Rejected her love. He didn't appreciate her, walked all over her, and probably thought he could do better. I don't see it as they were in a relationship. I think he strung her along and played with her like a toy. He enjoyed the game. He enjoyed the control he had over her. He finally went to far and she is done. But, he left her with scars. Reminders of him. She was very much in love with him. She knows they could have had it all. It causes her pain to the point of not being able to breathe. But the tide is turning, she's not sad anymore, she's becoming angry. "There is a fire starting in my heart, reaching a fever pitch, bringing me out of the dark." Her anger is allowing her to open up her eyes and see the reality of the relationship. Now, she wants revenge. She wants him to suffer like he made her suffer. He broke her heart. But she knows that in the end he didn't just break her heart, he broke his heart too. She knows that he will see her and see that they could have had it all after she leaves. And, she won't take him back this time even though she can't help feeling like they could of had it all. It doesn't matter now. This girl is going to make this guy miserable. He underestimated her worth and what he had in her. He underestimated how much she loved him and how happy they could have been. She is going to show him what he missed out on one way or another. She isn't going to disappear and be sad. She's going out. She's going to see other people. She's going to fall in love. And, she's going to makes sure he sees it all. He is going to miss her so much that he will wish he never met her and this will make her happy because of all the pain he has caused her. It's his turn to hurt. He's going to cry over her. Tears are going to fall. She's going to miss him. But she is hardening her heart to him. She won't let him back in again even though she will want to. They were meant to be together. And now they never will be. It's kind of vindictive. He must of really hurt her.

Pack Up

I get tired, and upset
And I’m trying to care a little less
And on Google I only get depressed
I was taught to dodge those issues, I was told:
Don’t worry, there’s no doubt
There’s always something to cry about
When you’re stuck in an angry crowd
They don’t think what they say before they open their mouth, you gotta

Pack up your troubles in your old kit bag
And bury them beneath the sea
I don’t care what the people may say
What the people may say bout me.
Pack up your troubles get your old grin back
Don’t worry about the cavalry
I don’t care what the whisperers say
'Cause they whisper too loud for me

Hot topic,
Maybe I should drop it,
It’s a touchy subject,
And I like to tiptoe 'round the s**t going down,
You got penny, no pound
So if your business is running out
It’s not my business to talk about
They don’t think what they say before they open their mouth, you gotta

Pack up your troubles in your old kit bag
And bury them beneath the sea
I don’t care what the people may say
What the people may say bout me
Pack up your troubles get Your old Grin back
Don’t worry about the cavalry
I don’t care what the whisperers say
'Cause they whisper too loud for me


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Pack up your troubles in your old kit bag
And bury them beneath the sea
I don’t care what the people may say
What the people may say bout me
Pack up your troubles get Your old Grin back
Don’t worry about the cavalry
I don’t care what the whisperers say
'Cause they whisper too loud for me

Yeah yeah yeah
[do-do-do-bab-bab-doobie-do]
yeah yeah
[da-doobie-do-ba-do-do]
Oh oh
[da-do-da-dabba-do]

Redang,15 DAYS TO GO

Tiada Lagi Cinta

There ain't no more love,You know what I'm saying
I'm taking everything back
I'm taking back my TV,my stereo and my toaster
I'm taking back the cat and the goldfish
The car and the keys
You understand me baby (cinta)
Please don't call my number
'Cos that's disconnected




This here Rough Edge
Terry Lee,S-G TO M-Y
You feel me when you talk to much
And I had enough cinta (cinta)
But you talk too much
And I had enough cinta (cinta)

Do you remember the time when
We used to get along
I know that you can't forget
I never did you wrong
And even though I tried to
Get it to your head
Baby a point was not to tell
There's nothing I could do

Picture me shopping,spending,wining and climbing
I'm climbing but I can't reach the top
Baby I'm sick and tired of you lending me on
I think I'll be going I know I better stop

Tiada lagi cinta
That means no more love for me
Sayang.....ku tak mahu
Darling I don't want you
Tiada lagi cinta,tak perlukan cinta
Atau kasih mesra
Shorty.....you feel me

Do you remember the late nights
Car rides you and me
I know that you might forget
That's ok with me
You took my heart away
But I couldn't survive
But here I am now
I'm alright,baby I'm alive

Sayang ku tak mahu
Baby I don't want you
I need you no more
Baby there's no more love
No love no for schizo oh....

What's the ice clock for you got no time
What's the points of fast cars if you count red lights
Shorty let her two two time,but she won't take mine
I'm popping pipelines,like my borderline
Got too caught in it,pop back your back in it

I'm thinking done I'm done with it,I'm throwing the towel in it
No sake to stay with it,'Cos you talk too much
And it ain't my fault,that you lost your touch
So it's no more love,no more VIP
No more late night knocking 'cos you're bothering me
And I'm staying clear,'cos your loves live wire
I'm looking for something higher like Sarah Maya

I'm looking for new things on the lighter side of white
Even though you look hot,you the wrong side of right
I don't care how tight,I don't ca

Congratulation Ex-Boyfriend

wot a memory..i got this picture from his facebook..my picture with him???no more..i already burn them ALL to ashes

***thinking back***
Every time I look back and reflect..I always keep that memory foremost in my thoughts.I tend to forget the the bad parts.Because I want to believe that the love I give.. Unconditionally.Will outweigh any negative feelings I may have.Some people think of it as a test of character.. (Love versus the Pain.)But it's not meant to be that way.

Remember the good times.Because that's what feeds my heart and keeps my dreams alive.And long as I have dreams...There is ALWAYS hope.... And with it.. The capacity to love.Learning to love is like learning to walk.I got a few bumps and scrapes along the way.It's a learning process. And helps to give us strength we will need to face the trials ahead.While we search for the ONE we were meant to be with..
I believe he is out there..

chapter done.. turn the next page. :)



The sadness never came *a lil bit* I guess I’ve truly gotten over my last relationship. Above, I truly want Hafidz and his wife to be happy together and have a long, giggly, wonderful marriage.


Have any of your ex-boyfriends gotten married? Did they call to tell you or did you find out some other way (maybe Facebook!)? If you’re married, did you call your exes first? SHARE! xoxo

believe nothing

Now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what you made of me
I followed the voice you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own
I don't know where I belong
But I'll be moving on
If you don't, if you won't
Listen to the song here in my heart
A melody I start but I will complete

d e v a s t a t e d

Someone asked me the other day if my glass was half empty or half full. I was going to say it's empty, but that's not completely true. My life isn't void and I have my happy moments; but they usually just seem to disappear, or get worse. So, my glass is cracked. Yes, cracked. It gets filled up with happiness and hope, but it always ends up escaping my grasp. It always ends up empt-ing out. It will never be full because it's always leaking. And one day, it will get thrown away, because no one wants a broken glass.

I wanna believe that you're this perfect guy and everything you seem to be is true. But when I look at you, really look at you, I can tell that I'm just barely scratching the surface. You're that book, with the pretty cover, the one that I just can't wait to to get into. But you should never judge a book by it's cover, because now that I've read far enough into you that I just can't put you down, there will be a twist... and everything will change... and by the last page... I'll be heartbroken

You don't need to know any of this. But the things I don't reveal are the things I hold closest and fear losing the most. I work overtime keeping them veiled and camouflaged. You don't need to know that I walk around all day fearing the things that make me happy, and that I have been doing that for my entire life.

In time, the pain it took to stay, became greater than the pain it took to go.

Lagenda Budak Setan Perempuan PREFACE

Lirik Lagu Hilangnya Cintamu -- Ost Lagenda Budak Setan


Bila cinta kini.
Tak lagi bermakna
Yang ku rasa kini
Hanyalah nestapa
Ditinggalkan cinta masa lalu

Dulu kau tawarkan
Manisnya janjimu
Yang ku sambut itu
Dengan segenap hatiku
Bila engkau pergi
Tinggalkanku

Hilangnya cintamu
Menusuk hatiku
Ternyata memilih
Cinta yang fana

Perginya dirimu
merobek jantungku
Hingga ku terjatuh
Dalam harapan

Hilangnya cintamu
Menusuk hatiku
Hingga ku terjatuh
Dalam harapan
uuuuuuuu…
Dalam harapan

Strok sejuk

It's all about me now..

Kini segalanya ku tempuhi sendiri
hanya berteman sedih dan sepi
Semoga dikau berbahagia bersamanya
Walau di hati ku luka tertusuk sembilu
Ku hadapi jua


Last week was the closure of US..

Bye..bye..

Harusku Yang Pergi

*haruslah menayangkan muka penulis yang sedang mengalami tekanan perasaan*



Berakhirlah kisah cinta
kisah cinta kau dan aku
yakinkanlah hatimu yang duka
sebenarnya aku pun terluka

takku pinta
akhirnya ku
begini...

mengapa diriku yang kau cinta
jika hatimu pada dirinya
takkau fikir
akhirnya kita
kecewa..

sayang
maafkanlah aku
jika pintaku begini
tak sanggup ku menanggung
rindu yang tiada hujungnya.
kerana ku masih setia

cinta
tiada kesempatan
pada dia yang ku sayang
kasih yang kucurahkan
menikam rasa jiwa ini
gelaplah
pintu cinta kita..

sayang...
oo..harus ku yang pergi dulu..

Сколько времена я должен заплакать, прежде чем вы acctually слушали бы?..aigrin, я тебя люблю но что вы даете меня? боль и повреждение?*silent mode*

1-5 April 2010

First and foremost...al-fatihah to my very adorable man who alwez makes my day EVERY morning...Arwah Din Beramboi..no more sawancara..no more riuh pagi..u people dunno how much i adore him..hmm...enuf said...AL-FATIHAH

1 of my fav drama sebabak

from Paknil's Blog--entry for Arwah

(from Beautiful Nara)

Arwah Din Beramboi sebelum meninggal dunia telah menulis kata-kata yang menunjukkan seolah-olah dia mengetahui yang masanya telah tiba di Twitter.

1. Sesapa nak ganti aku tahun depan… Dah tak larat lagi nak buat kelakar sebab nak berumur. Nak beribadah pulak rasanya…

2. Tanda-tanda ajal mula-mula bahagian kaki berasa kebas-kebas kemudian beransur-ansur ke bahagian atas hingga ke nafas dan keluar selamanya… Aku insaf!!!

Dan yang terbaru kami dapat ketahui, dalam satu interview bersama Utusan Malaysia, arwah Din Beramboi telah mengeluarkan kata-kata di bawah:-

Saya rasa kini saya boleh berbangga dengan konsep lawak jenaka yang saya ketengahkan. Esok atau lusa kalau saya sudah meninggal dunia, mungkin orang akan ingat dengan konsep lawak yang sebegini. Saya akan teruskan karier saya ini selagi ada umur dan kesihatan yang baik. Ini kerana, urusan esok, lusa dan hari hari seterusnya adalah perkara-perkara ghaib yang hanya Allah sahaja yang tahu

2.I was sooo fucked up dgn sumbody..i know what he said is true..but no need to like 'announce' it to everybody in the particular area..he dunno his words might hurts sum1 or sum2..hahha..esp. ME...it hurts..mennn...i know the bad consequences..i know we can't be together..but who do u think u r??hello...i'm 23..i know wot's the best for me..U..dunno anything wot i've been thru..dah sebok2 kaypochi! now..it's getting worse sebab mulut ko yang macam pantekk tu...thanx to u!



Terlalu singkat hubungan ini
Belum pun sempat melakar rindu
Baru semalam mimpi dicipta
Mengapa mendung melanda sukma

Kaulah segalanya maka digubah
Ketika cinta masih di dada
Punahlah jua kini akhirnya

Entah mengapa hati bertanya
Mengapa kasih terlerai kini
Ku tak salahkan dirimu sayang
Lantaran takdir sudah tersurat

Punahlah jua kini akhirnya

3. Lapan Langkah Naga organized by my AMWAY team was officially finish yesterday..thanx to my upline, cik nadia aza a.k.a my ex-housemate who alwez understand me..thanx for alwez supporting me!i'm not sure whether u guys know that i'm AMWAY-ians..but..this is the best M.L.M company i've ever known..ade MLM yang lain..no offense..cheezy sikit...x convincing..yeah..memang la x dapat duit beribu2 sampai boleh beli HUMMER H2 kaler champagne metallic yang menjadi pujaan hati...tapi..1 day boleh dapat kalau usaha lebih..kiranya..usaha tangga kejayaan la...proportionate..benda2 yang melibatkan usaha & kejayaan ni semua hukum alam..kalo usaha lebih..lebih la dapat..simple..i know..lots of youngsters have negative perception of MLM..but they dunno MLM is like investment in a long run..be wise! THINK! the decision is yours

kerna ku sayang kamu

Seandainya, kau ada disini denganku

Mungkin ku tak sendiri

Bayanganmu, yang selalu menemaniku

Hiasi malam sepiku

Kuingin bersama dirimu
Ku tak akan pernah, berpaling darimu

Walau kini, kau jauh dariku

Kan slalu kunanti

Karna ku sayang kamu


Hati ini, selalu memanggil namamu

Dengarlah melatiku

Ku berjanji, hanyalah untukmu cintaku

Takkan pernah ada yg lain


Adakah rindu di hatimu

Seperti rindu yang kurasa

Sanggupkah kuterus terlena

Tanpamu disisiku, ku kan slalu menantimu


Seandainya, kau ada disini denganku

Mungkin ku tak sendiri

Bayanganmu, yang selalu menemaniku

Hiasi malam sepiku

Kuingin bersama dirimu


Ku tak akan pernah, berpaling darimu

Walau kini, kau jauh dariku

Kan slalu kunanti

Karna ku sayang kamu


Kan slalu kunanti

Karna ku sayang kamu


* A L O N E *

JERAT

FIRST TIME i listen to this song like 16 years ago..masa tu tinggal kat sarawak lagi..n i LOVE this song (selain lagu zombie by cranberries..melalak lagu tu pastu kena sound..JAHIZAH..APESAL NYANYI LAGU TU..DIAMMM)..until now..usually i changed my most fav song wif my ex-es..but i'll keep this one for myself..lokek2 sket..

anyhooo..i managed to solve a few of my personal problem..and announcing after i pranked my ex-bf..i 98.2125% HEALED..the balance??u do the math..relieved after i found that HE'S REALLY A BIG LIAR..n alhamdulillah jodoh x panjang..kalo sampai terkawen mcm mne..mmg siapla aku potong bebird die bg infertile.. =D **uwekkk..uwekk..potong ikan pon x lepas..lagi nak potong burung..hmm..kalo x potong..patut x di lastik je???**

disebabkan urusan peribadi yang menyeksakan..memparahkan otak..i'm not updating this blog as much as i want to..sorry ye guys..bukan ape..asal nak tulis je..gia..buat ni..asal nak tulis je..gia..buat ni..gia..gia..gia..last skali masa terluang pon dihabeskan main bejeweled bagaikan aur dengan tebing..tgk the kardashians macam die hard fan..n tgk slave hunter sampai rasa nak jadi gf DEGIL (bukan nama sebenar..nama betul..DAEGEL)




Kala pertama kupandang pesona diwajahMu
saat itu hatiku’kan terpana
tiada ragu lagi, tiada bimbang lagi
semuanya ingin kumiliki

Gelisah jiwaku ini dilanda bayanganMu
’kan mengoyak dinding keangkuhanku
Kau ciptakan rindu, Kau buat diriku
terjerat tali cinta

Resah…, resah pun tiada menentu
bila semalam ku tiada bertemu
mimpi…, mimpi terasa … oh… sepi.
Bila kau tiada tampakkan senyumMu.

LOVE IS WEIRD

cinta tu sangat pelik...

cara meluahkan cinta saja sudah pelik

orang yang menjatuhkan diri dalam kancah percintaan bertambah2 la pelik

keadaan bercinta juga sudah pelik

lelaki menipu semasa bercinta pun pelik

kenapa perlu menipu kalo nak bercinta

hmm..

love is weird!

p/s:Love me for me - Or stop wasting my time.

from my notes on 20th August 2007

i'd a big war wif bird..but everything is back to normal..luv her heart n soul..today..my inbox FULL..so..need to copy all the messages from Mr X (my love one)
::kantoi suka simpan msg yg manis2::

1)Yang confirm u x stupid..u r very special girl n u r brilliant (see..cakap je manis..last2 tinggalkan aku sekor2 gak)

2)Sometimes kita mengalah doesn't mean kita kalah..we surrender or forgive,sumtimes win us more (good one)

3)Better jangan marah lagi.Nanti nyesal.I mengamuk dulu pun kat kawan baik juga. Dapatkan sikit ruang.Mungkin ada sthg tersembunyi

4)I pnh nyesal pasal ngamuk ni.Fikiran masa tu x waras. Macam2 leh jd kalo wat action. Lebih baik tenangkan diri. Cari resolusi.Solvekan isu.

5)Ok sayang.Ponteng kelas lagi ea???(kantoi2) Jangan nakal2 tau.I sayang u (BULLSHIT!!)

6)Chic,things getting better afta diz.Hopefully bird doesn't fly away.Coz u need her n jet also need her.Mb she can reconsider her decisions.

7)Hi sayang. Jaga kesihatan.Stop smoking and do +ve.Success for feskem syg

8)Well..yes..it's a circles of life to upbringing human kind

9)U'll alwez in my heart no matter how our r/ships going on

10)U r great..nice girl..sweet n good heart

11)Alahai..buat ape nak pening kepala..make life easy...so easy...what u think is what u get..k syg?

12)Make a move?y?Dun make a move that u'll remember and regret.Its a waste and pain.

Sayang..ur future is my future..will always be with you..SUCCESS in life..in career..in love..

my haiku-18th August 2007

*entry copied from my 2007 diary..terjumpa balik sebab aku kemas bilik nak pindah blok sebelah...dulu2 x pandai berblog2 ni..tulis atas kertas je..buat scrapbook*

Really mish my family

Miss my PEACE of Mind

It's true that we dunno wot we've got until we lose it. But it's also true that we dunni wot we've been missing until it arrives..

Its a gloomy day...the sky was dark when we r on our way to UiTM..Afta not so quick bfast,we watched typical korean romantic movies..It's raining and it's sad because i still lost myself..Peeps told me..u'll think bout sum1 more when it's raining..and so am i..as i lay on my comfy bed..i couldn't help myself thinking of him..he'll be here soon...miss him soo much...urrggggghhhh~~