sunday

::sunday blues::

hi readers..as i'm writing diz,i mish my cotton candy like hell..n now 6.29 a.m aku rs mcm sgt nak marah..plan nak g Bukit Broga at 5.45 TAK JADI..wotdehel..aku da bgn pkol 5 wei..tu record extra-super-duper cemerlang la..marah sial..da la mlm kelmarin tdo2 ayam..smlm tdo pkol 2..n tau x betapa susahnye nak tdo balik??kalo tdo kat katil sendiri xpe la..pagi2 buta da drive g umah karvey..lapo..rokok xde..sumer lengkap la untuk menjadi faktor kemarahan ni..Feeling a little blue right now. I have no idea why. My mood swing has been pretty erratic lately.-stop-



Ku lari ke hutan
Kemudian menyanyiku
Ku lari ke pantai
Kemudian teriakku

Sepi..sepi dan sendiri aku benci
Aku mahu bingar…aku mahu di pasar
Bosan aku dengan penat
Dan enyah saja kau pekat
Seperti berjelaga jika ku sendiri
Pecahkan saja gelasnya
Biar ramai..biar mengaduh sampai gaduh
Aihh..ada malaikat menyulam jaring labah-labah
belang
Di tembok keraton putih
Kenapa tak goyangkan saja locengnya
Biar terdera
Atau aku harus lari ke hutan
Belok ke pantai?

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: Plain water
2. Last phone call: To Dea,asking wot time she'll come.
3. Last text message: To Dea to confirm our date.
4. Last song you listened to: Heartbreaker by .
5. Last time you cried: a few days ago. Watching something. Am very emotional after menses

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: Yes.
7. Been cheated on: Yes.
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: No.
9. Lost someone special: Yes.
10. Been depressed: Yes.
11. Been drunk and threw up: Yes.

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. Pink
13. Apple Green
14. White

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU:
15. Made a new friend: Yes.
16. Fallen out of love: Yes.
17. Laughed until you cried: Yes.
18. Met someone who changed you: Yes.
19. Found out who your true friends were: No. Found this out ages ago
20. Found out someone was talking about you: Yes.
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: Yes.
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: 30%, maybe.
23. How many kids do you want to have: Three kiddos if possible physically and financially so.. here's to hoping!!
24. Do you have any pets: No.
25. Do you want to change your name: Never. But currently i want people call me GIA.
26. What did you do for your last birthday: Crying. I hate my birthday. hahaha
27. What time did you wake up today: 5am
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: at Ecky wif d boys n dea
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: Knowing that this feeling will make me LOCO and i can't wait to put an end to diz feeling.
30. Last time you saw your Mother: 7 months ago.
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: my attitude!!!
32. What are you listening to right now: baby's crying fm next door .
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: No.
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: My migrain
35. Most visited webpage: hotmail.
36. Whats your real name: Sayyidah Jahizah Hassim.
37. Nicknames: Sayid,Jahizah,Chic,Gia
38. Relationship Status: Single but taken!wotdehel..
39. Zodiac Sign: Capricorn
40. Male or female?: Female
41. Elementary?: SKPK.
42. Middle School?: SMKKS.
43. High school/college?: Samura.
44. Hair colour: Black
45. Long or short: short.
46. Height: 155cm.
47. Do you have a crush on someone : Yes and it's getting worse.DAMN..
48: What do you like about yourself : I like myself by I don't know why. I just do.
49. Piercings: Ears. But it's no longer there. Haven't worn earings for ages
50. Tattoos: None.
51. Righty or lefty: Righty.

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: Removing my wisdom(or freedom??hahahaha) tooth..
53. First piercing: My ears.
54. First best friend: Farah Khalis Kedri
55. First sport you joined: Sport???
56. First vacation: Since birth?? no idea

RIGHT NOW :
59. Eating: Nothing
60. Drinking: Plain water
61. I'm about to: supposed to go to sleep back..HAHA
62. Listening to: My heart.
63. Waiting on: HIM.

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids?: On top of the list
65. Get Married?: YES.
66. Career?: Successful businesswoman. Part time lecturing.I have a rough idea but not sure when or whether I will do it.

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: eyes
68. Hugs or kisses: Hugs
69. Shorter or taller: Taller.
70. Older or Younger: Older.
71. Romantic or spontaneous: A little bit of both but not too much.
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: Stomach..a lil bit buncit also acceptable..coz sumtimes it's soo SEXY..bluweeeeeekkkkkkkkk
73. Sensitive or loud: Sensitive.
74. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship.
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: hesitant

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: NO.
77. Drank hard liquor: Yes.
78. Lost glasses/contacts: Yesss many timesss
79. Sex on first date: No.
80. Broken someone's heart: Yes.
82. Been arrested : Yes.
83. Turned someone down: Yes.
84. Cried when someone died: Yes.
85. Fallen for a friend?: Yes. And it's getting soooo intense

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: yes.. but not 100%. But I'm working on that
87. Miracles: Yes to a certain extent
88. Love at first sight: In some ways..yes
89. Heaven: Yes.
90. Santa Claus: No.Bullshit.
91. Kiss on the first date: No.
92. Angels: Yes.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: No.
95. Did you sing today?: Yes
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: Yes.
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: To my years in samura and tell myself to STUDY HARDER !!Because I was this close to getting a better result.
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relieve it, what would it be?: Sumwhere in February. Accepting sum1 that i know he's x meant for me.
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: No. When it happens..it happens.
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: I guess so.. I've done it haven't I.

There were tears, screaming, a lot of laughter. Last weekend was definitely a weekend of drama.

Friday night was the karaoke night with me screaming away, cry out my heart in my own way.Like nyanyi lagu secara feel terlebey. I thought I could find comfort after 3 hours there.But guys,it doesn't work. Haha..i need a better resolutions now..in a more proper way for at least ease d pain inside.

Come Saturday and to make up for the horrible night before, I slept like haven't sleep for ages. hahaha..bak kata zalikha "ko dari dulu asyik tido je"..dulu means zaman sekolah ok. i was like the most pathetic persons when i received an award for PUTERI PALING KUAT TDO. Oh how much embarrased I had. Got up at 12 because i've training session for AGEL team, but waiting n waiting..my fren turn up at 3..spent the 3 hours wif my TV session..sepet lah..the nanny lah..oprah lah..bla...bla..

A trip to NZ Garden was NICE. Girls talk alwez make my day. Until a stalker ruined our mood. Da la muka macam perogol bersiri. Hey jantan..lu balik umah la tgk bini lu. Aiyaaa... now we can't stay long Dea said, and i told Dea make our way to Eckywoobee to get info of AGEL from lo n dd. Oh how I loved this business.This is certainly what I need. I'm not officially join AGEL guys..but i will. I know diz would be my stepping stone to my dreams. I'm still considering.

I was hoping for a slow Sunday. Watching TV. Do my laundry. A lil bit of reading.. But then until now 7.44 a.m, i already smell a disaster will happen today.


And so that was the drama of our weekend...

The End

Yours,
Gia Hassim